Okay here I am, actually it must have lasted more weeks to
get off and settle everything. Damn it! There is a beautiful mess around here
and I’m the fucking bitch who has to clean up those troubles from those evil
“angels”.
I’m being driven crazy by everything although I really wanna
be in peace for some seconds, why don’t they leave me alone? Why is it that
they made all troubles and I’ve gotta fix everything for them? That’s their
faults and they quite deserve to be punished. Curses come home to roost!
Merde! I’m the fucking wretched victim saving the ones who
did herself harm on purpose. That’s quite an absurdity! How could I treat
myself so badly like this?
Am I tolerant or am I foolish?
God, frankly I’m flying off the handle this time and I
really wanna destroy something or break stuffs, even worse, I’d like to hit and
kill people :-w I’m not an angel, not good at all :-j
Well, need more time to turn everything back to normal.
Those cruellas :-w open all your eyes widely?!
Why couldn’t I let out a string out oaths? Simply because I’ve never ever sworn
>.<
At least, there was something left on my mind yet which
caused me to be on tenterhooks as the very first moment of bading him “Happy
birthday”; I was excited even more than he should have been last night, taking a gloomy
look at la chemise à carreau that I’d prepared especially during the summer for him but I couldn't offer…
Jumping to the twenties is the biggest and the most
important period of our life and I do hope he will spend his special birthday
in an unique way as well. This has to be such a memorable birthday…his friends,
girls or whomever…hopefully they’d make him happy at the other side of the
globe :)
Happy birthday, my bear! Just walk along and enjoy in the
prime of life, these ten years will slip very fast in a blink, yet you only
need to take baby steps forward carefully and firmly =’p don’t run hak! ^^
make a wish, darling xD
Btw, it’s autumn festival today but those damn people made
me stay here to stuck with business. Too busy to set my mind free for a while,
enjoying the lovely festival that I must totally have deserved to get :-w
Moreover, I’m dying to chat to him and do him something crazy, however…
Damn it damn it damn it!!!!
Gotta turn off now *sigh* That la` muon’ giet’ nguoi wa’ do’
ma` huhu TT_TT
Have fun,
Hal
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