Cưng bản thân :x

Ôi hôm nay đã Thứ Hai rồi kia à?! Ngày mai mới phải đi học nên cứ đinh ninh hôm nay vẫn là một ngày cuối tuần đấy.

Nguyên ngày hôm này làm được khối việc hay ho cho bản thân, tẩm uất từ trên xuống dưới cho xinh đẹp sau cả kì haliday phơi phơi cái mặt ở SG từ sáng tới khuya về nhà lo rửa mặt qua loa rồi đi ngủ và sáng hôm sau lại cứ tiếp tục như thế.

Này nhé, hôm nay ủ tóc, đắp mask, scurb cho môi, tẩy blackheards, massage, ngâm nước, xông hơi, scurb cho body, thư giãn, cắt móng tay móng chân rồi lại kiểu bôi bôi trét trét cho móng một màu xanh rờn như màu xe đạp điện của mình luôn =)))

Kết quả là tóc đang mượt như tơ, da mặt láng mịn mà da body cũng mịn như da của baby khiến mình nãy giờ cứ sờ sờ thấy muốn "dê" mình ghê :)) 10 ngón tay gớm ghiếc cũng đã xinh đẹp nổi chóe ra rồi với cả làm sao chẳng biết hình như mình lại trắng ra thêm 1 tone màu nữa.

Mấy thằng bạn kiểu close friends của mình người nước ngoài cứ bảo mình trắng thấy ghê, thích tan hơn nhưng mình cứ bảo kệ bọn bây :3 chụy chỉ thích trắng hồng như Hàn chứ hông ham tan như mấy em Mẽo đâu.

Bỗng dưng có một suy nghĩ thế này: Sau này thích mở một cái trung tâm spa và một cái nhà hàng vì mình cảm thấy rất có khiểu ih. Làm đẹp chăm sóc da dẻ nha với lại kiểu mình cũng rất thích là người tổ chức sự kiện bự như đám cưới, rồi anniversary, birthday or các kiểu hội nghị. Mình nhiều ý tử với cũng giỏi mấy cái này.

Cảm giác là mình giỏi khoản skin care chứ make up mình ngu lắm luôn =.= Kiểu hồi bữa ở SG chuẩn bị đi ra ngoài với Joyce mà cũng trễ rồi, nó bảo mình tự make up đi nha xong quăng 1 đống thứ =))) Mình hết nhìn cái này tới nhìn cái kia bôi trét tầm bậy lên xong xuôi bị cười vào mặt và bị mắng cho một trận vì tội "bôi cái mặt như hề". Cuối cùng bị xách đầu đi rửa mặt gấp và nhỏ bạn mình cuối cùng cũng phải ngồi make up lại dùm mình :)))

Mình biết con gái như thế chả ra con gái đâu :3 Nhưng mà vì mình lười lắm nên để mặc mộc ra đường xưa giờ rồi với cả tóc còn chả thèm chải nữa cơ do hay dậy muộn :( Vào SG bạn bè mình bảo mình đi với mình như thế là cho ở nhà luôn nên kiểu sáng sớm nào cũng có người chỉnh cho thắt tóc  make up cho mình và bắt mình đi high heels =))) 

Thật đấy mình xin lỗi nhưng mình chịu :(

Thôi hôm nay nhảm nhí thế =))) Thằng bạn mình onl rồi :3 Ôi thèm nghe British accent của nó thế cơ. Đi skype nói chuyện đây :3 bí bo :))) Hôm nay viết tiếng Việt để vài tiếng tới quên luôn cả đất nước =)))

PS: Ngu quá lại vứt linh tinh đâu cái kính rồi :((((( 

Goodbye Toan Shinoda

I suppose I should write an entry as my condolences for Toan Shinoda, a well-known Vietnamese vlogger, who passed away on July 25 and today was his funeral. 

One morning, while scrolling down the news feed on facebook, most of breaking news and status of my friends' were regarding him. How curious of me to open Youtube page and search some videos of him for the first time. 

Honestly I usually subcribe and follow many vloggers on Youtube but none of them is Vietnamese due to the fact that I have already turned my back on the whole entertainment in Vietnam for years for the only one reason: plagiarism :) I'm sick of it since it is nowadays occuring any field of entertainment from novels, poems, movies to fashion, lifestyle to music videos, rhythm, contents and blah blah~

I dislike copycats and I've met many cases that replicated me from names to my habits, from my quotes to my usual reactions, from my stupid words to my personality and even Hallie-ish ways although I'm not a celebrity lolz~ God, I'm not famous...just halicious :)) Okay, drop it!

Again, I'm out of the point. Just make an excuse for my neglect of Vietnamese entertainment. Back to the point, okay I'm rather fond of Toan after watching a few vlogs that he made, particularly those for comman spoken English that are indeed helpful and great. 

Anyway, it's too late to say something like "Whoa, I like him!" and what I should say instead is "I feel so sorry for such a talent like him!" That's what I can say right now :)

I'm not one of those crazy fans acting like crazy as getting the news he died and even created fan pages on facebook with the tittle "1000 likes to reborn Toan Shinoda" as if they were making fun of his death to get "likes". Sometimes I wonder whether people in this society still have hearts? They said "I'm so sorry for..." "I cried for..." "It's unbearable" la la la but what's really one their minds?!

It was hard for me to overreact to the news like my friends did. I used to suffer greater losses which might scarcely gave me any reason to live. Those times were so damn tough that I understood each sense of someone in a real pang. 

Tears and words merely mean a temporary pains. But silence and the inner pains dwelling in your heart are the true permanent aching scars that would haunt you for the rest of your life. Which is more terrible?!

My friends assumed that I was indifferent while I wasn't. But I didn't mind it.

Last words. Rest in peace Toan Shinoda!

Bye,

Hal

First day after haliday

How full my stomach is right now! I've just finished pasta, crêpe, BBQ and a cup of frappucino matcha with Bunny.

I picked her up since the morning, had brunch with her and drove her to my house for giving me a hand in arranging my wardrobe filled with a ton of clothes, dresses and old fashioned stuff. Well, I had brought a valise with 1/4 clothes, yet I filled it as coming back to my hometown with a bunch of new clothes :p some as gifts from mah friends and some I did shopping with them =)))

Honestly I still felt tired today but wanted to cope up with those stuff as soon as possible before I lost motive for arranging my littered bedroom :') bad girl bad girl~ Fortunately, Bunny came and helped me a lot for all day then we confided in each other many stories as if we had been split up for months :3

I offered her a turban and a dress as gifts from my haliday :x We're up to visit Dalat at the beginning of Septemeber, another haliday in a cooler place for a few days with Anne and Aileen <3 Can't wait to get there because it's so damn hot in Nha Trang now...Need to feel winter soon =.= Love cold weather without rain :(((

End of summer'14

Been a busy summer season in HCMC for half of month with countless dates from dawn to dusk, it was difficult to take time blogging or watching any movie. Today I finally got back home in the morning in an extreme good mood as my parents picked me up at the coach station and told me how much they had missed the kiddo named Hallie. It was merely over 2 weeks but I was under the impression that it had passed by longer than that, like a month because there is something unfamiliar in me…

Yes, I have changed so much that some people must remind me of this huge alteration. The dates with besties disillusioned me by pretty tough words which deeply touched me on the raw, though it came from one reason, they wished to reform me for good. Therefore, my alteration at the present is not surprising to my real friends but a big shock to so-called friends and strange ones.

These are pockets of lessons for this haliday:

#1 Relationships on social network are just in a virtual world including friendships and love and it is not real, from words to concerns.

It is impossible to love someone thanks to words only through a screen. Someone you have no idea about. Someone you don’t know anything at all. But I did. I believed in relationships in that virtual world, treasured them and used my heart to treat them like a fool while none of them is crazy enough to do the same thing to me. Well, I must have been the last one crazy idiot on the earth doing such unbelievable stuff for unknown people. Then I stopped and narrowed down my friend list carefully and started to only spend time with real friends who are always there for me instead of comforting by hollow words for politeness. Although we may get far away, at least we used to be together and understand each other so well in reality which is a sound basic to set up a long distance friendship and that is why we are still best friends after months or years not seeing the other’s face. By the way, Willian was correct to choose the girl right beside him instead of me who is so far away and barely touches and approaches as a true love would be. He should not be a fool like me, shouldn’t he?!

#2 Learn how to love, cherish and protect yourself.

Born as a girl, grown up to 21, you must behave like a mature lady not keep being a 21 kiddo. To love yourself, you are supposed to doll yourself up with make-up, wear high heels, deliver some polite manners and serious attitudes towards others, use your wisdom to attract men instead of speaking whatever you think immediately before considering. Make yourself beautiful as walking on the streets. Pamper yourself a good dress with a great appearance as meeting anyone, that’s the way you love yourself first, next is the way you respect your partner. 

You have to protect yourself once someone is about to hurt you. Be strong and talk back immediately if it is unreasonable. Don’t ever think being resigned would make a relationship better, in turn it would leave the enemy a good chance to hurt you next times.

#3 Be independent 

An independent woman is always appeal to men not only her inner strength but also potentiality to become an ideal partner in the future. Women should learn how to walk on their own paths all alone, make a highlight and prove the whole damn men in the world that what men can do, women have the power to make it, even better than they imagine.

#4 Get strong

Well, I’m not sure if I’m strong now. Still little sensitive sometimes but not always like I used to be anymore. I left the past behind and move on to find better things awaiting me.

#5 Give new comers a chance to prove

It is tough for new comers as they step into your broken heart. They must glue those broken pieces of heart together, then it, learn how to get out of the shadow of old ones. They even get to make much more efforts to approach to you, create new memories and make you feel happy as if there were no pain in your heart. It’s hard. Really hard. Don’t be afraid to welcome them to your life just for the sake of people who used to hurt you in the past because it only satisfies them with the idea “oh, my existence is so much meaningful to her that after me, she can’t move on. Poor!” Making up by a better life, choosing the right people and living happily for ever after are the real bitter slap on those old ones’ faces. Trust me and you will see.

#6 Gain more weight

I’m ridiculously skinny =.= I wanna be chubby to look cuter =)))

#7 Silence is golden 

Well, no need to explain :)

Gotta watch Pretty little liars and go to sleep now. Kinda tired and exhausted after a long day :p need more time to regain my energy :D miss mah blog so much :((( sorry I won’t be lazy again hihiu

Love

Hal