Last day of '15

Well, I'm in HCMC right now so I'm unable to write a very long post to pinpoint what I've gained and lost through the year.

I still remember the last of 2014 came to me with a bunch of bitter experience and heartbroken feelings that I took me months later to recover.

I did burst into tears at the first moments of the year which resulted in one year with tears, pain and loss.

Regardless of how hard sadness and loss have beaten me thru the year, the freaking magical highlight was my boyfriend who saved my mad world and gave me every reason to carry on and to be loved again ∩__∩

Words can't express enough how much I'm grateful to have the man in my life :')

Due to the marriage of my cousin, I'm gonna spend New Year's Eve with my family in HCMC. Yeah, again I'm back to the city after one year in different state of mind.

I miss my bf and wish to have him right now for the New Year's Eve celebration with me, holding his hand tight and together contemplating firework, wishing that our love would grow and grow stronger through the timeline.

*sigh*

To sum up my 2015 for good:

What I've lost and got through:

- my hello kitty purse and cap

- nearly 1 million vnd -_- 

- 2 glasses 

- cellphone

- scholarship (if you count it in)

- minor surgery

- intense breakouts and pimples with a countless of scars -_- my face was like...oh well, like shiet!!!

- treatment period for over two months 

- allergy to the freezing weather +.+

- mom's retirement

What I've gained:

- mr.Right ^(oo)^

- him him him & him again ╮(╯▽╰)╭ 

- my favourite skincare products (I'll have one post dedicating to the field later. Having gone thru the hell, I'm aware of how necessary it is to take care of my skin because of its damn sensitiveness, like my personality (￣-￣) )

- vital knowledge of skincare regime, health and beauty (=^.^=)

- new smartphone - baby Sammy, of course :)) and a classic Nokia from mr.Right lolz~

Not bad not bad. There were many events in 2015 with both positive and negative sides, it was fair to me though :') I'm feeling more than enough. Hopefully, I'll be luckier and more succeed, if possible, in making my way to the world, the real adulthood that I forecast it wouldn't be easy at all.

As long as I'm beside my bf, I believe I will be able to overcome any obstacle no matter what :)

Thanks for all the best and worst things coming to me after one year, equipping me with fortitude and a pocket of lessons to get ready for inconveniences that I'm bound to confront soon :))

Thank you, 2015!!! Bye bye!!

2016 :x plz fill me with joy, happiness and fortune :*

Love ya,

Hal

PS: gõ bằng đt, ko có time check lại cũng ko biết lên máy nó có ra cái nùi giẻ gì ko :)) nhưng kệ. Đi chơi đây, hết tháng hết ngày rồi 0^◇^0

Xmas with him

It's been a while since I wrote the last gloomy post due to the final term exams :') Thanks, God! I completed the exam right on the Christmas day so that I could date with my bf at night and have fun together outside.

That was the very first Christmas I had someone special beside me, driving me around the city, walking together, having ice-cream, taking photographs and clasping my hand in his, being Christmas-ing with each other.

I still remember I used to wish that the polar star of my life would rise at Christmas someday and stay there forever to guide me through the madness of my current world, lead me to happiness and warmth in freezing days that I was always yearning for. 

Now, my wish has come true with mr.Right :')

Dear Santa, I didn't need to make a wish-list this year because I guess I've got more than enough for my own - the one I love and being loved by him :x 

I'm blessed!

Much love,

Hal

Đen!

Dạo này mệt mỏi nhiều, chuyện u uất thế nào cũng có rồi xong cũng chẳng có tâm tư online mà viết blog này nữa. Cả năm buồn chuyện mất đồ, bệnh hoạn, đau đớn mấy thứ bên ngoài, giờ còn có mấy ngày cuối năm lại chuyển sang tâm bệnh :)

Mình cũng thấy gần đây mình biến chất nhiều rồi. Chủ yếu là tiêu cực. Có những lúc nhìn lại thấy mình sai lầm, suy nghĩ không còn tươi sáng tốt lành nhiều như trước đây nữa, mà nó mang tính chất xấu nhiều hơn.

Mình cũng không muốn thế này. Nhưng riết rồi nó lại thành như thế. Hoặc người khác nhìn mình cũng sẽ định nghĩa mình như thế. Xưa mình quan tâm, giờ thì thế nào cũng được.

Suy nghĩ nhiều quá cũng vậy. Không suy nghĩ cũng vậy. Thôi thì thà thanh thản yên ổn như lúc trước được một tí có vẻ tốt. Bây giờ chỉ muốn một mình, làm những việc mình thích rồi thôi không phải nói chuyện với ai.

Dạo này chắc ngoảnh tới ngoảnh lui nói chuyện được với mỗi bf và Anne. Còn lại cũng lười chat chit, lười hỏi thăm, lười nói chuyện, lười ra ngoài :) Chắc là cũng dễ bị ghét và bị xa lánh. 

Thôi chịu vậy. Vì mệt nên lười. Lười nên dễ tính. Rồi dễ tính quá cũng đâm ra dễ dãi. Mình lúc nào cũng cười hề hề cười với nhân loại, còn lại cũng không muốn suy nghĩ đến chuyện gì nữa :))

Giờ mình chỉ siêng nằm xuống, trùm mền và ngủ... quên hết mọi chuyện để không nghĩ gì nhiều nữa, không phải lo toan bộn bề mọi thứ nữa. 

Lớn rồi, suốt ngày cứ trách nhiệm gắng với bao nhiêu chuyện áp lực. Rồi từ những thứ áp lực đó lại biến con người chả ra thể thống gì cả. Cái vòng lẩn quẩn, lối mòn này cứ liên tục diễn ra từ thế hệ này sang thế hệ khác rồi cứ vậy xã hội cũng vậy :) 

Sản xuất nhân bản ra một loạt người giả tạo, dối trá, lợi dụng và bợ đỡ nịnh nọt rồi tiền với bạc. Rồi cũng sẽ có một loạt người giàu có cho rằng mình thanh cao, coi thường những người ham tiền và đem cái thứ "nội" với chả "tâm" ra giáo lý đạo đức =))))

Vậy đó. Gìa rồi. Giờ mà như mọi năm là háo hức đếm ngược Noel, viết thư cho Santa Claus, bật nhạc Xmas cả ngày, hát hò các kiểu và lo viết thiệp cho chúng bạn :) Thế mà đến hôm nay vẫn như này, chả thiết cái gì.

*chẹp*

Già thật rồi :)

Than thở một tí xong rồi lại vào học bài đây =]] Sắp thi rồi. Đôi khi nghĩ cũng buồn cười, học để làm gì???!

Little achievement

There was no sign that I would receive the certificate of merit this evening and honestly I was about not to attend to the ceremony at my school as usual :') Fortunately, my bf and I went for getting more information about our upcoming internship :))

The fact that I, in the line of proficient students, seemed to be the only one whose appearance on the stage was totally in a mess :'( God knows, I couldn't expect anything :((( 

Anw, congrats on my little achievement!! I'm more delighted as standing on the same line with my bf beside me, together being rewarded the certificates :')

My parents are proud of me and so do I. hihu =)))

Whatever. This is a memorable event to recall :))

Congrats, Hal!

Yay, it's winter!

"Santa brings me a dinosaur 

Old as a million years or more

Least as tall as the second floor

Santa brings me a dinosaur"

The air is sharp with the approach of winter bringing the rains in torrents that is our matter for dates outside. Fortunately, we could afford a dry night to date as a genuine couple at the end of September, last night I mean :’)  

We went for a lovely animated cartoon named “The good dinosaur” which was closely relevant to our story because Dino is his nickname given by me due to its two meanings about my bf’s appearance and personal characteristic. 

The cartoon cracked us up several times for not only hilarious moments but also teasing moments we were sharing during the movie time since I could not bear but comparing the dinosaur Arlo to my bf lolz~ 

How splendid it was as watching the interesting cartoon, curling up in his arm, talking to each other and laughing together :’) Then we had beef noodles as dinner and took a stroll along the beach regardless of a biting wind from the sea. Thanks, God! At least, it was not raining last night. 

So yeah, it’s the beginning of December – the last month of the year. A year with full of losses, pains but happiness thanks to the appearance of my bf like lodestar in the world of madness for which I was always yearning.

Xmas is obviously my most favourite day as usual :)) Yet, I don’t count down this year just because I figure that I have got enough for this Christmas with him. We did have plan together and so do I personally :’) A happy surprise for him :)) 

Get ready to write a Christmas wishlist to put in a gigantic sock and hang it on the window to wait for Santa Claus dropping by and granting my wishes lolz~ Or for the more convenient way, writing a long letter attached with a big lipstick mark and sending straight to Santa’s address at North Pole =))) I still remember I used to do it for real and of course, no response at all but “his assistant” did. You know *wink* lolz~ 

I’m glad that my lovely winter has come but please, I love getting chilled, not wet because of torrential rain -_- I HATE THE RAINS!

------* time for Xmas - playlist *------