Đậu phỏng vấn rồi!!!

À thế này, sau 7 vòng từ interview tới test kỹ năng các kiểu thì bạn Hal đã lọt qua các vòng và chuẩn bị đi làm vào ngày 1/8 sắp tới. 

Dạo này bạn không onl máy nên cũng không có time viết blog gì nhiều cả vì bạn đang trang thủ tận hưởng những ngày ít ỏi cuối cùng trước khi bước chân vào công việc mới làm từ sáng tới tối mịt mới mò đầu về.

Tuần này là tuần cuối bạn Hal làm giáo viên, bạn Hal còn đứng lớp, còn quát nạt ăn hiếp các bé học trò dễ thương của bạn Hal nên trong lòng bạn Hal khá buồn bã. 

Lớp Dino còn quá nhỏ thì chúng nó chẳng hiểu mô tê gì, cứ gặp là lại kêu "Hello teacher Hallie đẹp gái" rồi cả lũ cứ nhào vào ôm hôn bạn Hal thắm thiết khiến bạn Hal đỏ mặt rồi xong cũng biết là sau đấy lại quên ngay. 

Lớp Pixie lớn hơn một chút thì có ý thức, lúc nghe tin cô Hallie không dạy nữa thì nháo nhào rần rần la hét "cô Hallie đừng bỏ con" các kiểu khiến bạn Hal lo lắng thót tim vì sợ sếp biết cái sự nổi loạn này :)) 

Bạn Hal ko biết sau này thế nào và tương lai ra sao, dù buồn nhưng bạn Hal vẫn thấy quyết định ra đi và bắt đầu một công việc mới đúng ngành nghề và môi trường quốc tế như thế này thì có thể hợp với bạn hơn vì bạn thích nói tiếng Anh :))

Dạo này bạn cười hơi nhiều nhưng lòng bạn lại rối rắm lo âu trăm bề. Bạn vẫn tin rằng lạc quan có đủ quyền năng và huyền diệu để giúp bạn xua tan mọi sự tiêu cực có thể sắp tới xảy ra.

Hôm nay bạn viết tiếng Việt vì sắp tới bạn chắc sẽ dùng tiếng Anh nhiều. Đôi khi có những thứ rất khó chịu với vài việc nhưng bạn chắc chắn sẽ chịu khó nhiều ^^~

Tháng 8 bạn sẽ đi tập yoga lại để có sức khỏe làm việc và luyện tâm trí minh mẫn. Tháng 8 dự kiến nhiều thứ quan trọng bạn sẽ làm. Bạn sẽ cố gắng làm tốt, chăm ngoan và thông minh :))

Flu and interview tmr

Oh Gosh! Bless me!

How unfortunate I am at the moment in bed with flu while I am about to have a very important interview tomorrow morning which demands an hour on a coach and further twenty minutes on a boat to get there. 

Hic I wonder by what supernatural power I would be able to successfully survive through the interview without feeling ashamed of myself later if I couldn't make it. 

The fact that this flu seems to become my lame excuse for any failure probably occurring after the interview doesn't help me forgive myself more easily. 

My head is fucking aching =.= Honestly, I shan't be in the best form if this severe headache doesn't go away in the morning. 

Okay, no more complaints. Having had the dinner with Pho, I took five pills in hope that it would get better following day because I'm in need of good health to deal with the recruiter :(((

Life is completely unfair!!!! Anw~ 

Goodbye, Aunt!

No sooner had I arrived home than the shocking news came like a thunderbolt. My dearest aunt has passed away due to a stroke. She was a spinster who devoted her lifetime to charity activities, this family including siblings and nephews, nieces. 

Time flies and no one could predict what would come next until it occurred. Throughout my childhood, she often bought me dresses, hair pins and in the recent time, it was a pair of shoes for the Tet holiday. Sometimes she appeared as such an unendurable woman who always grumbled about something especially involved in children’s prank that also used to be mine. However, at the other time, she seemed to be such a benevolent aunt who would treat her nieces and nephews very well because I know deep down inside, she was always a good aunt as ever.

Just a few days ago, she promised to take me to open my seven charkas so that I would be able to mediate again. The promise doesn’t seem to be kept after this sudden change. As the moment I had heard the news, I burst into tears in pain because I do cherish and love my aunt for years. The person who lived with you under one roof, spent much time with you during your childhood and even shared with you a countless of bittersweet memories should be unforgettable. 

Yes, those who love me always have their ways to separate with me either by death or the distance. I am dreadfully terrified at the thought of the thin line between life and death which only occurs in the wink of an eye. 

We only realize how much someone means to us, when they are no longer with us.

Rest in peace, Aunt Thuan! I will pray for you since this moment… and I believe you shall go straight to the heaven where you belong.

With my heart,

Hal

I miss the girl...

There are a few more weeks until I quit the teacher life to look for another suitable one which provides better environment and boots my English as my wish. 

It has been months since I applied to this English centre, experienced many tests and tough training days to offically become a teacher for children as who I am at the present. 

Time flies quickly and everything has to alter in some way. Take me as an obvious example, I am no longer the same old girl who would spend hours writing entries almost daily in this blog, express her emotions freely through the words in order to let herself feel easier right away. Yes, it was that simple.

That girl was like a care-free soul with a childish mind. People would judge her. Some supposed she was pretending to be younger than her real age in order to look nicer and cuter while she seemed to be artificial in fact. She was annoying. Yet, she was completely untroubled with those kinds of negative thoughts because she was quite conscious who she was and what kind of person she would like to become.

The little Hallie has turned out to be artificial for now. People expect from her such a mature lady who would put on makeup layer, pretty dress, high heels, smile at anyone she meets and pay attention on every manner and gesture she may do. It is no longer her :) The girl would cry her heart out loud if somebody let her down and laugh out loud when she achieved into which she had been putting all her efforts.

Dear God, I am willing to trade anything for that light-hearted smile again. Yes, I'm absolutely aware of the necessity to step into this adulthood sooner or later since life is continuing even if I want to hold it back for a little while to take a breath and immerse myself in the serene world that I has created for only me.  

Be strong girl! You will be fine :) Please, take care.

Hello July

Finally, July has come for real!

This is the destined month that pulled us close together one year ago. I could not be happier to say that I and my man would almost reach the mark one year in this precious relationship. We have gone through ups and downs, through happiness and sorrow and now comes the fruit of sheer bliss washing over our two hearts as one.

Today, I begun my favourite month with a good book “Love, Rosie” by Cecelia Ahern and a cup of tea in the fresh morning. Its author is the same one with the book “PS, I love you”. Okay, I haven’t finished the book until now, thus I can’t write a review or something about the book. It is a good book, though!

It has been a long time since I curled up myself on my lovely bed reading a romantic love story, tasting something warm to feel really easy and comfortable, smiling now and then due to some descriptions in which I suddenly found myself.

I would spend whole day leaning my back against the pillow, reading a book and afterwards writing a fiction or just simply a diary. That emotional girl is still here, in me but her leisure time has seemed to be limited because of the adulthood.

Yeah, I am attempting to arrange my time for work, for relationship, for my family, for my friends and at least a few hours per day for myself to balance everything. That’s why I need books and classics as the best remedy for my soul. To nourish it, to keep it still in this chaotic world.

The first of July started in an calming and refreshing way, I hope this month will run smoothly and peaceful as the way I made it in the beginning.

Please be nice to me, July!

With love,

Hal