B-day party

It was an incredible night with bro.Phuong and friends celebrating my late birthday party before it would be too late to memorize the day. 

We had beef hotspot and many other baked dishes, then we headed to a karaoke box to spend the night with me - the birthday girl blowing candles on the cake, cutting it, sharing with one another, singing and having fun :')

Today, I also received late birthday gifts which mostly were from my wishlist, others were my lifetime favourites too. 

Thank you soooo much for everything they have done because of me so far xD Yeah, I'm feeling indeed high and delightful right now :))

Cheers for the 23 year-old Hallie!

Love

PS: kinda get drunk now for some bottles of beer 2nite =,= hopefully it won't have me hungover tmr morning coz I have a class :'(

Sweet 23

(me being 23 - still clumsy and silly)

True friends are always true friends no matter what :) In spite of my deactivated facebook account, mah brothers and besties still found out a way to reach me and send me a countless of birthday wishes, hearts, kisses and presents according to my wishlist that blew me away.

I've got Hello Kitty stuff today and other skin care products dispatched from other countries and cities are on the way to my house soon in a few days. It is obviously pressie favoured by me heaps for its both mental and physical meaning within. 

I often prefer sudden pressies on no occasion to those offered on particular events. Pressies are just the way of showing how much you concern and love the receiver, not material meaning.

The 23rd birthday party is going to be celebrated at the night of following day with mah crew while today was totally devoted to having myself the very first birthday with my man.

We dined out at a restaurant with beef dishes and fried potatoes, then he bought me a little cute doll gateau to spend the romantic night together on the beach :') It was splendid and sweet beside him on the special day xD

Well, twenty three... the very last minute of my day, I wish bf and I would be able to arrive the final destination and hold hands tight until the end of time together, my career would go smoothly, life would become less difficult to me and my health could be improved somewhat for I'm fucking frightened of any more medical examination :'(

Again, I am extremely grateful to my brothers and best friends, particularly my bf, for their unconditional love towards me as always. Yes, I am blessed!

Can't wait until mah party tmr nah~ 

Sweet 23 ❣

Hal

PS: Mặt càng ngày càng bành. Bành như bánh bèo vô dụng :(((

Last day of 22

I am twenty two going on twenty three lah lah lah~ 

A bunch of matters have lately bother me and definitely upset me much but I'm still attempting to keep smiles on my lips, keep my chin up and stay away from them as far as possible so as to remain my mood at the best state of mind because I'm sick of mistreating myself due to those who ain't worth the least kindness from me. 

The last moment of twenty two is passing by within a few hours, leaving space for a fresh start of twenty three. Honestly, I have not yet recognised that I've come this far of age :') Perhaps, it's just because I'm still childish and restless like who I used to be back to my teenage years so that I am totally forget my real age lolz~ 

Even my friends often tell me that I'm younger than my age both inside and out haha

Aniwei, 23 ain't old enough to think big but not too young to get unaware of the future career and behave like whatever I want to do.

That's the reason why I must learn how to forgive those who would hurt me, insult me or even cheat me by their most disgusting actions :)) oe oe oe~ If people don't like you, make them scare you :')

I'm almost coming to 24, I'd better be different and act like an adult should do. Be polite. Smile and Give not shit to them but a middle finger right straight to them and see how astonishing their facial expression should draw he he~

Tomorrow night, I'm about to have myself a little birthday party with bf and only with him being beside me on the special day is more than enough to me. Needless of either so-called friends or a tasteless party that I must put on fake smiles and pretend to behave with propriety, I only need bf for my birthday as how we both were on his :') 

Thank you the age of 22 for fulfilling my lifelong wish of encountering someone I truly love and being loved back by him, regardless of several troubles and dreadful pains I have experienced during the age. 

I'm grateful and blessed to see the age of 23 ^^~ Get ready to welcome my new age in excitement xD Well, 23 ain't a lucky number to me but who knows :'( Please don't kill me twice, babe *frown*

*rolling*

Hal

PS: Anh tôi vừa bay về và lại rần rần chọc ghẹo em gái =))) khổ vãi :v

Smile again

To my dismay, I have jumped from this unpleasant surprises to another since last night and I guess I’d better deactivate facebook account for good because it is high time to continue what I have left behind due to wasting my time serving and supposedly fostering virtual so-called friends who I would cherish with all my heart. 

Instead of getting depressed and letting my mood fall down to the bottom as usual, I learned how to knock back and rock my life again with much energy by using my optimistic attitude towards those who throw lemons right at my face. Well, I am ready to take and make them lemonade :’)

It’s quite a waste of time if I spend most my time in disappointment, feeling not alright about friendships and acquaintances while they are not worth my calories at all. Promises are made to be broken as always. That’s the reason why I rarely believe in either promises or sweet words which may sugarcoat and blur my right sense of reality. 

Yeah, I am different a bit. Perhaps. Yet I am still Hallie to beloved ones who mean a world to me :) They are still with me no matter what, teach me how to deal with troubles, get through storm of life, crack me up, rock my life and stay “halicious” as usual and more importantly, my birthday is always their priority in spite of long distance friendships and brother-sister ships our situation is.

Long time no video calls with mah crew and bro.James. Honestly I just caught up a little time with James this morning about mah birthday. Although he is overly bound up in his travelling some distance from time to time for his business, he still acts like a good brother by showing his concern my current condition, love stories, family and schooling stuff and my b-day for sure. I’m grateful to have you and Jun as my besties *muah muah*

Jun is flying to Italy on holiday around October 28 to 30 =.=” The promise for a big surprise was broken, I’m okay with it though lolz~ ‘coz any day can be made up for the special day called birthday *wink* I know who he freaking is, don’t I? 

Things change. People come then go. I give not poo about it again. I won’t let them shadow by life by their dark again. As long as my close friends, besties and brothers are there for me, I’m ready to stand up and fight on my own again.

*sigh* 

A little fight with bf this morning is indeed tiresome as well…

Gosh!!!!

Smile up again coz the next hour is going to draw another mood, certainly *wink wink*

Much love,

Hal

PS: Happy birthday to Anne :') one of mah bestie :* Wish her all the best beautiful wishes in the world xD

Mah b-day wishlist :')

1. Hada Labo Lotion

2. Clinique moisture surge extended thirst 

3. Serum C insta natural

4. La Roche-Posay Anthelios XL SPF 50+ Dry Touch Gel-Cream Anti Shine

5. Kiehl's eye cream with avocado

6. Eucryl Toothpowder Freshmint

7. Badger Sunscream (Lavender)

8. Neutrogena Wave Sonic Power-Cleanser

That's all I want for b-day lolz~ Nói chớ đề ra vậy thôi có gì mình còn purchase nữa =))) Kiểu đặt ra mục tiêu í mà :") Thứ 5 sanh nhựt òi nah :))

Case tai thỏ

Vừa tậu được một em case tai thỏ hồng xinh đẹp cho bé Sammy nhà mềnh :") Đi mua cùng bf nên kiểu hạnh phúc nhiều lắm.

Thật ra bữa giờ Sammy bị hỏng nên mang đi bảo hành cũng được mấy ngày rồi. Hôm nay mới đi lấy về xong bf chở đi tái khám rồi đi mua case mà đi khắp nơi mình vẫn chả ưng nổi cái case nào. Cuối cùng mới lấy case này kiểu vì mình nà thỏ mà nên mua cho nó hợp cạ với chủ cả cũng xinh nữa ^^

Dạo này yêu bf nhiều lắm. Tình cảm hai đứa ngày càng bền vững, yêu thương và trân trọng nhau nhiều hơn. Hôm nay đã 3 tháng lẻ 2 ngày rồi, cũng sắp sửa 100 ngày bên nhau rồi và tình yêu vẫn vậy :)

Đôi khi cũng có cãi vã nhưng rồi lại làm hoà rất nhanh.

Thời gian mình viết blog dạo này không nhiều vì mình bận khá nhiều. Năm cuối mà. Còn không có cả time cho bản thân nữa cơ nhưng mình sẽ cố gắng giữ thói quen này. Lưu lại nhiều kỉ niệm nhiều thứ hay ho để về già còn có cái mà đọc lại rồi cười ^^

Ngày đẹp, case đẹp, bé Sammy đã hoàn toàn bình phục lành lặn mà mẹ Hallie cũng lành hẳn vết thương mổ rồi. Tươi ~

Yêu,

Hal

Tired...

Life is getting tougher and tougher day by day because of those who are closely related to my life under on roof depressing me in a very awful way. At times, the thought of leaving all the bullshits behind and moving to have a fresh start on my own at somewhere I’d rather completely feel safe and sound alone than deal with the beloved people and get hurt by them.

It is tiresome as one day you recognize that home is no longer where your heart belongs to, no longer the haven saving you from the storms of life because it also becomes such a hell on earth when you drag your worn-out self home and are confronted with other detrimental effect on your nerve that drives you crazy, close to entirely insane.

If life is challenging me in this time, I figure that I am totally clueless of how to get it through since nothing on me but blank spaces stuck in mind for a long time leads to my letting things run their courses out of my weariness.

My imminent birthday turning to 23 in one week seems to become one of the worst day I’ve ever experienced and I am bound to celebrate no party, just pretend as if the day I was born is a mistake by nature :)

I am both freaking tired and exhausted after days dealing with my beloved people, preparing for the conference today, helping my besties… No energy. No mood. No enthusiasm. Nothing now.

Hôm nay mệt, cũng chả ăn uống gì :) Chỉ muốn ngất đi một lúc cho nhẹ người. Mình chán ngán và mệt mỏi vô cùng rồi íh :) Đắng thật!

Má về :))

Má mới về hôm nay, mua quà cho bạn người yêu còn mình thì chả thấy nói năng gì cả :)) Thôi cũng kệ không tính toán làm gì.

Hôm nay là một ngày quá dài, sáng lên trường học tới trưa về, đi ăn với bạn người yêu xong về nhà ngồi nghĩ ý tưởng cho cái Hội nghị sắp tới xong rồi đâu đấy lại lên trường họp nhóm tới chiều về nhà mình đi tắm xong lại đi khám rồi đi ăn uống tí ti rồi bạn người yêu lại đi dạy :( 

Mình đang quay cuồng như này trong khi giờ này bạn í vẫn chưa được về nhà :(( Thương kiểu gì đâu không chịu nổi >.< Cả ngày bên mình, đưa đi rồi đưa về chỉ vì lo lắng không an tâm cho mình đi một mình...

Thương quá thương chết được... tự nhiên hôm nay cứ nhìn bạn người yêu xong cười cười :)) Ngớ ngẩn như nào chả hiểu xong rồi lại kéo vào ôm thật chặt rồi hôn thật sâu cho bỏ nhớ đi =))) Khùng mất rồi.

Tình hình là đang mất kính ở phương nào rồi chả biết nên đang gõ bàn phím một cách rất lạng quạng nhưng mà vẫn ổn do zoom screen gần max luôn rồi. 

Má về đồ ăn khỏi lo nữa, ko sợ đói các thứ nữa :( Mấy nay may mà có người yêu chăm :((( Thương quá đuê ~ 

Hức.. kính đâu rồi bây ơi :((( Mai chuỵ còn nhìu việc cần mắt T_T

À thằng bạn thân tôi vừa mọc răng ngu =))) đang đau vật vờ và tôi đã cười vào mặt nó như thể chưa bao giờ được cười bởi vì nó đã cười vào mặt tôi lúc tôi bị té xe =))))))) Bạn thân khốn nạn vậy mới bền :v 

Grateful Sat 10/10

Sometimes I wonder what good things I sowed in my previous incarnation so that I happen to encounter and fall in love with this man. Today he almost moved me to tears by his unconditional love and concern towards me regardless of our serious quarrel previous night triggering my unbearable manners all day. 

I figured that he would not pick me up to the doctor’s office for my follow-up examination as usual since I had already implied that I needed a space and please no more calls or messages or anything during a couple of following days. 

By the time I asked my dad to ride me to the doc, however, the sight of him was showed up washing away all the anger within me for the day because I was speechless and indeed touched by his presence. At that time, I would like to jump into his arm, keep him tight with me and tell him how much I miss and love him...

It turned out he had been awaiting me for half an hour due to his message not yet sent to my phone while it was entirely turned off for charging its battery. What a simpleton he was! I asked him what if I was not going out, he told me he would wait until I come :)

After the follow-up exam, he took me to the supermarket to buy food for the dinner since he knew my kitchen contained nothing without my mami’s presence he he~ 

No sooner I hit the button “power on”, his message to me was “Let me take you to the follow-up exam. Even though you hate me, get pissed off me, I truly worry, concern and love you as usual. I only thought I needed to see you and wait for you no matter how long it takes. Just because of one thing: I love you!”

How come I go off to sulk any longer with him?! My heart has totally been caught :’) I love him…and will love him for life. Thanks for everything! I’m grateful for this time with this man :)

Love you – my Cancer man!

*bisous*

Hal

Ngày đẹp với n.y

Mami lại đi công tác vài ngày ra Huế, Đà Nẵng và cô gái lại ở nhà một mình phát huy vai trò nội trợ đảm đang các kiểu. Dù sao cũng đang nằm ốm nhà hết tuần nên vẫn có thời gian làm này làm kia í.

Sáng sớm anh người yêu sang mua cháo dinh dưỡng cho hai đứa ăn sáng xong rồi chở mình đi siêu thị mua vài thứ linh tinh về nấu đồ ăn trưa. Rồi trưa vừa ăn vừa xem phim "The visit" với nhau ^^ ~ 

Cảm giác quả thật vô cùng vô cùng hạnh phúc. Lần đầu tiên nấu ăn cho người yêu, mọi thứ không phải đơn giản là nêm nếm sao cho vừa miệng nữa mà nó còn có cả tình yêu thương nêm vào trong đó nữa :') Bây giờ mới hiểu được vì sao mami bình thường đi làm về có mệt cách mấy cũng vào bếp làm cơm, nấu ăn, dọn dẹp nhà cửa... chăm sóc những người mình yêu thương thì sẽ không bao giờ thấy mệt cả.

Nói thật mình với người yêu như kiểu vợ chồng mới cưới í :)) Dạo này cứ tình kiểu gì đâu khó hiểu lắm cơ... Thương bạn í ngày nào cũng sang chở mình đi tái khám các kiểu vì mình ko tiện đi lại, mà papa mami cũng không chở đi được.

Vết thương của mình đang dần bình phục hẳn, cũng không đau nhiều nữa nhưng sẹo vẫn còn đó. Xấu xí lắm, xấu xí tới nỗi cảm giác tự ti chưa bao giờ vơi đi cả. Nhưng bạn người yêu cứ bảo là đừng tự ti, vì dù thế nào thì những thứ bề ngoài đều không quan trọng :)

Mình hạnh phúc với bạn người yêu rất nhiều. Hạnh phúc đến mức nghẹn luôn xD 

Btw, hôm nay sinh nhật Mami lại không có Mami ở nhà. Chúc Mami đi công tác kiêm đi chơi vui vẻ và bình anh nhé :') Hallie yêu má :*

Yêu,

Hal

Huli Amulet & Convalescene

This period of recovering subsequent to the surgery seems to be one of the hardest time in my life since I'm incapable of moving anywhere but sticking my ass all day in bed and suffering the wound pain. I've lost a few kilograms for sure, according to my bf's words due to my very pale complexion lately *frown* 

I'm much obliged to bf for his unconditional loving care towards me in recent time. He visits me daily and picks me up to the doctor's office to have more checks on my wound, then drives me along the city to take fresh air, makes up many stories and jokes to put me at ease.

Sometimes I sense it must be fortune to me as falling in love with such a good man like this ^^ Particularly, he still holds my hand tight and attempts to spend his most time with me in toughness that does move me heaps. 

Last night, this Tiger Eye Gemstone carved Fox Spirit Pendant as my early birthday gift from him was dispatched to my house :') 

According to my personal Feng Shui birth element - Mental, tiger eye gemstone is the best option for me to transmute negative energy very quickly in a balancing kind of way and nourish me from within, giving me more luck as a love charm. The fox spirit is believed to have the power to greatly enhance love and romance luck in every aspect of your life :') 

More importantly, my particular preference for this animal is obvious since I'm quite addicted to Chinese dramas about its tales and legends such as Ghost Story (Liao Zhai), The Investiture of the Gods. 

Thank you, dear...for everything thing you've done for me :') I'm more than enough now xD

Love,

Hal

The minor surgery

I am going to have the damn minor surgery this afternoon without the sight of my bf as my wish since we are getting through three days of separation due to our leaving space to recharge our emery and solving the current tense. 

Last night, he and felt as if we were getting married as most of my close relatives knew him, and I were invited to my cousin’s wedding and we did spend the best time together. I was more than proud of introducing him to my family. He is a good man loving me with all his passionate heart although sometimes it rather goes overwhelming that vexes me heaps. 

Argh… I wonder if I would be able to be alright this afternoon on the dead cold operating table all alone, beside the doctor with a sharp knife on his hand ready to cut through my skin while my eyes are wide open regardless of body entirely paralyzed. It is frightening to think of the surgery in details … 

Buddha, please help and support me to successfully overcome the horrid surgery!

Please :(

Hal

~*~*~*
08:07 pm

Local anesthesia didn't seem to work on me for the fact that it hurt me like hell as feeling the sharpness of knife inch by inch and I couldn't bear but breaking into tears. All I wished at that time was the surgery would last as soon as possible....

No sooner had I come home, I called my bf to confide in him and listen to his voice in order to calm me down and feel better a little bit. It was over but the pain stays... I can't move normally at least within a week :( Love him for always being here beside me at this hardest time.

I'm all right now! ~