Life is getting tougher and tougher day by day because of those who are closely related to my life under on roof depressing me in a very awful way. At times, the thought of leaving all the bullshits behind and moving to have a fresh start on my own at somewhere I’d rather completely feel safe and sound alone than deal with the beloved people and get hurt by them.
It is tiresome as one day you recognize that home is no longer where your heart belongs to, no longer the haven saving you from the storms of life because it also becomes such a hell on earth when you drag your worn-out self home and are confronted with other detrimental effect on your nerve that drives you crazy, close to entirely insane.
If life is challenging me in this time, I figure that I am totally clueless of how to get it through since nothing on me but blank spaces stuck in mind for a long time leads to my letting things run their courses out of my weariness.
My imminent birthday turning to 23 in one week seems to become one of the worst day I’ve ever experienced and I am bound to celebrate no party, just pretend as if the day I was born is a mistake by nature :)
I am both freaking tired and exhausted after days dealing with my beloved people, preparing for the conference today, helping my besties… No energy. No mood. No enthusiasm. Nothing now.
Hôm nay mệt, cũng chả ăn uống gì :) Chỉ muốn ngất đi một lúc cho nhẹ người. Mình chán ngán và mệt mỏi vô cùng rồi íh :) Đắng thật!
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