[J-drama] Love in Tokyo 2 is airing~

25 days until Christmas

Yoohoo~ For the first time I wait for Mondays since forever. Actually I'm a huge fan of Itazura na kiss ( Playful kiss in Japanese version), it is airing the second season every Monday with English subtitle.

I'm personally fond of the Korean version out of four versions because it's more logical and more meaningful to me, particularly I do love seven extra special episodes hardly based on the anime. 

Well, the latest Japanese version named "Love in Tokyo" is super duper cute, too. Unlike Korean one, there are some scenes in which I'm not much fascinated =.= It's kinda hard to explain...yeah I'm bad at explaining something. But I love the whole episodes and even extra special ones of Korea :x Love Bae Seung Jo (as Naoki Ire) and Oh Hani (as Kotoko Aihara) much much more than any couple! 

Sadly, Korean version has only one season and ended up with 7 special episodes for all. Now I must wait for the Japanese version season 2 every Monday :') They are cute, too. At least, it's much better than Twain version. No offend! I love Ariel Lin and Joe Cheng in fact, but both of the two seasons "It started with a kiss" did annoy me for the way they exaggerated issues and even Yuan Xiang Qin (as Kotoko) didn't have self-esteem...Move to the drama "Love or Bread", this couple has a perfect chemistry and I do prefer them to "It started with a kiss" a 1000 times!

Okay, it's obvious that none of Kotoko versions has self-esteem since she is clinging onto Naoki all the way for years, though each of them act differently that gives me different perceptions for each version. Among them, I like Oh Hani the most and partly respect such an energetic person like her. She doesn't leave everything alone and only devotes her life to Bae Seung Jo (Naoki) all the time like other versions. She attempts to win his heart by non-stop efforts from passing the entrance university exam, encouraging him, making chocolate box for him on Valentine and getting all the way to hand in him in spite of the storm, drinking coffee for hours to wait for him until she collapses due to being stomached, etc.

Perhaps I sympathized with her since I'm partly like her in reality lolz~Obviously I'm not that pretty =))))) but my personal characteristics are the same. That's why I have a special feeling for the drama in any kind of version. Again, Korean drama, in my opinion, is still the best!

For your information: 

• Japanese versions: Itazura na Kiss (1996), Love in Tokyo (2013) and Love in Tokyo 2 (2014) is airing every Monday in viki.com 
• Twain versions: It started with a kiss and They kiss again (season2)
• Korean version: Playful kiss (16 episodes + 7 special edition)
• Anime version: Itazura na kiss (original)

One more reason for me to love the drama is him :) It connected the story between us to those who were getting through many ups and downs until the end to find out their true love, and it did come from a mischievous kiss. Sadly, it's happened to us in reality. Maybe not yet? Or "Reality is totally different from fiction."?

I have no idea! Await Xmas for the answer ;)

Nice weekend,

xoxo

~ Hal

PS: The pretty main actress Honoko Miki in "Love in Tokyo" has lately arrived in Hanoi, Vietnam for "International Film Festival". She was gorgeous and stunning :x If only I were there to participate in the festival and watch her new movie "Klevan, Tunnel of Love - The Place for Miracles" :(

Câu chuyện 1 đồng

Mới đọc cái này trên fb thấy hay với ý nghĩa lắm mà share lại sợ cũng trôi tuột đi đâu mất ^^ Nên post lên đây, đính tag vô lúc cần sẽ dễ tìm lại hơn :)) Anw dù sao thì đây mới chính là thế giới thật của mình, facebook cũng chỉ là ảo bleh :p

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Có người có 1000 đồng, chỉ cho bạn 1 đồng. Đó gọi là bố thí. Họ có nhiều, nên mới cho bạn chút xíu, vì bạn xin, vì bạn tội nghiệp. 

Có người có 2 đồng, cho bạn 1 đồng. Đó gọi là chia sẻ. Vì họ yêu mến bạn, nên sẵn sàng chia sẻ cho bạn những gì họ có. Giống như tình bạn vậy. 

Có người có 1 đồng, cho bạn hết 1 đồng. Đó là coi trọng, là yêu bạn hơn yêu chính bản thân họ. 

Lại có người khác, có 1 đồng, cho bạn 1 đồng đó, và tiếp tục kiếm thêm nhiều đồng nữa vì bạn. Đó chính là gia đình. Tình yêu có thể mãi mãi chỉ là tình yêu, chứ không thể là gia đình. Một khi kiếm được thứ tình yêu trở thành gia đình, thì suốt đời hãy luôn trân trọng. Hôm nay gia đình bạn khó khăn, nhưng là khó khăn bên nhau, chứ không phải mỗi người một ngả. Đó chính là hạnh phúc.

Rốt cục lựa chọn nào, bạn cũng chỉ có 1 đồng. Nhưng những thứ đi kèm 1 đồng đó rất khác nhau. 

Bạn cần gì trong cuộc sống này, tuỳ bạn chọn.

- Bạn cần 1 đồng đi kèm với lòng thương hại?

Hay 1 đồng đi với tất cả tình yêu thương. 

Mình đã từng là một cô gái trẻ. Đứng giữa nhiều sự lựa chọn trong tình yêu và hôn nhân. Và nhận ra rằng chưa chắc người đàn ông nói anh yêu em kẹp thêm chiếc túi ngàn đô, có thể yêu mình nhiều hơn một người khó khăn lắm, thỉnh thoảng lắm, hiếm hoi lắm mới nói "Anh nhớ em" và tiêu số tiền cuối cùng anh ấy có để cho bữa ăn của cả hai là 1 cái bánh mỳ vào trời đông giá rét nơi xa xứ. 

Vốn dĩ, tình yêu không thể so sánh với vật chất. Nhưng cuối cùng thì, người đem lại cho bạn một góc bé xíu trong cuộc sống mà anh ta không cần thiết, liệu có thể nâng niu bạn trọn vẹn trong suốt cuộc đời mình? 

Kẻ chỉ quen sống bản thân, khi khó khăn sẽ quên đi người khác.

Người luôn sống vì người khác, chính lúc hoạn nạn vẫn luôn quên đi bản thân mình. 

Ừ thì mỗi người một cuộc sống, một cách nhìn. Đôi khi cái đói ăn luôn lương tâm, khiến cho mọi thứ chẳng còn cần, chỉ mong "vật chất". Thế nên, người tỉnh táo chọn hạnh phúc. Kẻ bất hạnh đuổi theo tiền tài. Dù là con đường nào, đã chọn, khó lòng quay đầu lại. 

(Status của chị Gào)

Shall there be a miracle on Xmas?

26 days until Christmas 

Is it true if a woman is happier when she is loved by a man than she loves him? 

Is there a miracle for me at this Christmas Eve? Like a polar star hitting our fates and connect the hearts together? 

Well, I'm daydreaming again... :) Sometimes I'm like such a little teenager dreaming about a love story that would turn out to be happy for ever after in the end since good things always come at last as long as I'm struggling and putting enough efforts to complete the ride and reach the ultimate point of the road.

This is the real life, though. Love is not something we can achieve by great efforts, isn't it? No matter what I've been doing through the way, it still falls down to an uncertain relationship for six years.

I wonder how far this kind of relationship may lead to...

Perhaps the upcoming date at Christmas Eve is going to be the last chance for both of us. If my polar start doesn't rise up and bound us by destiny, I shan't carry on heavy steps for this relationship and shan't write his name on the blog again. 

It must be tough and painfully horrid to me, yet it's the best for both of us. Over six years, I've been being depressed, crying, waiting, laughing happily, suffering, giving up on him multiple times but after all, it is still him the only one I love the most. 

This unrequited love is like a roller coaster. Today he lifts me up to heavens, another day he turns me down to the bottom of hell. With him, I always have the sense of extreme: sadness to happiness :) The sense that none of instant flings has ever made me feel the same.

Am I such an idiot? Maybe! Anyway, I try with all my might to set low expectations and not get my hopes up for the Xmas. You know, he's quite good at disappointing me :))

Honestly, I've done my utmost for this love...the rest part of it, I'd better leave for destiny and him :x 

Twinkle twinkle little stars, may I ask you where the polar star is? Will it rise on Xmas? Is this the wrong person but in time? Tell me tell me and I'll believe in you...

If the miracle doesn't happen :) I'll definitely ride on my own path from the day on. I promise. I'm not going to be stubborn forever. Don't worry much about me, friends :p

Someday...somewhere...sometime...there will come the polar star to my sky :) I believe in it!

Much love,

~ Hal

Need to gain more weight!!!

27 jours avant Noel

Merde!!! A close fellow just reminded me of how bad I am beneath a guy's eyes. From the terrible immature bod to the childish and super cheap personal characteristics in reality. It means that it is impossible to attract any kind of opposite gender =.=

The fact did turn me down :(((((( I couldn't figure out the reason why nobody ever recognises my maturity sometimes although it is not shown all the time. At least, I do try to be sensitive, serious and deep in thinking sometimes when writing or working. 

Argh...out of the point! I need to gain more weight for the ideal hot bod that looks attractive to men, as a mature woman =)))) Just kidding~ 

Actually my mother can't help yelling multiple times at me for skipping meals and eating less than usual. I've lost my weight so quickly that she's about to take me to have a check at hospital T_T 

Gosh, I'm still healthy and strong despite the fact that my appearance looks as skinny as a beanpole. Don't judge a book by its cover, okay? Anyhooo, I must force myself to gain more weight for good :( and I wanna meet him in the best condition T_T

Merde!!!!!! My life always sucks with the issues involved an unattractive bod and super stubborn childishness. I wish I could change...but sometimes it's still me after all.

Arghhhh.... 

Loss of my taste

28 jours avant Noel

*sigh* 

It's come to the period that I've lost my appetite and motivation for anything without a certain reason.

I've lately skipped many breakfast, shown no interest in study at school, had no mood to chat to anyone...It's like I'm such a ghost or a daydreamer!

Honestly, there are a few reasons. I guess so. Idiot, I re-watched the Korean drama "Playful kiss" which reinforces the sense of missing Will pretty much. I can't concentrate on anything but longing for Xmas to meet him T_T

And another one is that teachers at school are depressing me with their interminable speeches and traditionally unprogressive teaching methods. Sometimes they don't even show enthusiasm for their lectures. 

Well, I'm tired, frustrated and over-disappointed with what the whole education system has discouraged me until now. Certainly, I'm still studying very hard but only for myself, for the purposes that would lift me up to another higher level at somewhere else. 

Schooling stuff? Sorry, I'm done with them! :) It's beyond my description each time I initially write about the society. Whatever. Many kinds of terrible people. Many kinds of evil things. The more I talk to bro.H, the more I've comprehended exactly the hidden truth.

That's why I'm always hoping for a Harry Potter or a Katniss Everdeen in reality :) Gosh, please grant me strength and energy back to ride on the road I've chosen. Although I'm incapable of being a hero, I would struggle to pull my future generations out of the Capitol :)) Like Katniss did!

Can't wait for Xmas to meet him and charge in more energy :) I really miss him. It's took over one years since we encountered in that summer. He is not mine now, but somewhat still holds an unchangeable special position in my heart. Always and forever.

Cheer up,

~ Hal  

Bạn chả hiểu cái quái gì về Thiên Yết cả đâu

Thực ra Thiên Yết vốn giống như tất cả những kẻ khác, muốn vui vẻ cùng những người khác, không thích đơn độc, không thích một mình đâu. Nhưng vì lúc trước càng cố gắng làm như vậy thì lại càng nhận lấy tổn thương và đau đớn. Cho nên, theo một lẽ tự nhiên, Thiên Yết chọn một mình, đó là cách tốt nhất để bảo vệ chính mình, cũng giống như là một vũ khí tự vệ thôi mà.

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Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết phũ.

Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết ra đi trước.

Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết chọn một mình.

Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết chọn cô đơn.

Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết chọn bóng tối.

Vì sợ bị bỏ rơi. Thiên Yết chọn chính mình làm điểm tựa.

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Vì tự tôn, và lòng tự trọng nên Thiên Yết sợ mình là kẻ bị bỏ lại sau lưng

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Khi bạn đọc được vài dòng status của Thiên Yết, bạn nghĩ bạn hiểu Thiên Yết.

Khi bạn nghe vài câu "tâm sự" kiểu bâng quơ của Thiên Yết, bạn nghĩ bạn hiểu Thiên Yết.

Khi bạn tiếp xúc hàng ngày với Thiên Yết, ăn cùng Yết, ở cùng Yết, ngày ngày bên Yết, bạn nghĩ bạn hiểu Thiên Yết.

Khi bạn biết nó là cung Thiên Yết, bạn tìm đọc về Thiên Yết, những điều vụn vặt, những điều lớn lao, chắp vá lại, bạn nghĩ bạn hiểu Thiên Yết.

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Thế rồi một ngày. Bộp. Sự thật đập thẳng vào mặt bạn rằng, bạn nhận ra bạn chả hiểu cái quái gì về Thiên Yết cả. Những thứ bấy lâu nay những tưởng là đúng thì hóa ra lại không đúng, những lúc tưởng như là có thể chạm tới trái tim của Thiên Yết thì ra lại không phải như vậy. Tưởng là thật mà hóa ra lại là giả. Ảo Ảo. Thực Thực.

Kỳ thực, Thiên Yết là kẻ biết cách kéo người khác vào một mê cung ảo ảnh như vậy đấy!

Suỵt!!!

Trốn tránh những điều như thế này giống như là một việc không tưởng

Cassia

Nguồn nè: https://www.facebook.com/hoithienyet?fref=nf

Thấy có nhiều cái hay, nhưng mình chỉ share lại những cái đúng với bản thân mình thôi =))) Chính xác quá trời luôn :v 

Ờ bạn Hal vẫn chưa ngủ, bạn vừa ngồi tám chuyện với thằng bạn thân xong nên giờ bạn ngủ đây :3

26/11/14

29 jours avant Noel

Hôm nay cũng hông có gì to nghiêm trọng. Mình định viết một cái entry về vài thứ linh tinh nhưng cuối cùng lại devote time cho phim ảnh nên giờ là tới thời gian đi ngủ rồi. Bữa nào viết bù :p

Thật ra thì cũng có tí chuyện nhỏ. Mình có nói thẳng với một vài người là mình không thích một vài chuyện bẩn thỉu của người đó, nói thẳng chứ cũng không ngại mất lòng như trước nữa.

Lớn rồi, có những thứ nếu cứ mãi nhường và làm hài lòng người khác thì bản thân mãi sẽ bị không hài lòng. Nên mình phải đấu tranh cho bản thân mình :)) Revolution mà ^^ Mình hông muốn làm con ngốc nữa. Hiền lành quá người ta bảo là dại!

Thật sự thì mình cũng chẳng cần mối quan hệ gì với ai đâu. Nhưng mà cái trường tù này cứ đòi hỏi làm nhóm tất cả các môn thành thử thôi cũng ráng nhịn. Thật ra thì toàn là mình làm cả nên một mình hay nhóm cũng chỉ khác nhau tên gọi thôi mà.

Sống khó ghê! Nhưng mà thôi, tùy :p Mình bây giờ phải thật đơn giản để trẻ lâu =))) Vậy nha!

Ngủ :*

~ Hal

Nát bét quê hương của tui zồi!

(Nha Trang của tui ó :'( )

30 jours avant Noel

Trả lại Nha Trang cho tuiiiiiiiiiii Mấy người có biết Nha Trang là thứ duy nhất ở cái đất nước này khiến lòng tui còn yêu nước không. Tiên sư thành phố đang yên ổn thanh bình vác đồ tới phá tan nát cái biển đập hết xây biệt thự villa cúng tiền cho cái bọn... :|

Ờ đất nước tui phát triển ghê lắm, phát triển tệ nạn càng ngày càng nát. Nát như đống rác luôn mà tui là tui không có đứng lên làm gì được ngoài việc ấm ức chửi rủa và chuẩn bị cuốn gói làm dân tị nạn luôn cho rồi.

Mà nói thiệt là cái vấn đề này mình nói mãi trong này rồi, nói tới mức đếch còn cái khỉ gì để nói nữa luôn. Muốn làm gì làm, muốn nát gì nát nhưng đụng tới thành phố quê hương duy nhất của tui thì tui nổi điên lắm rồi. 

Ê quê hương tui là Nha Trang chứ không phải cái ...=.= Tới cái quyền tự do ngôn luận cũng ko có nổi. Thôi! Chuẩn bị làm dân tị nạn bằng cách lấy cho xong cái học bổng và bay đi tới phương trời mới. Mình chán lắm rồi!

Nát bét đời hoa :))) 

Hôm nay vừa đổi nick fb vì đợi lâu quá thằng Liam nó bận nữa nên thôi xài nick mới rồi còn tới tháng 2 nó đổi lại dùm mình là vừa. Mình cần có "revolution" nên để nick "Katniss Valerie" cho nó "high spirit" =))) Nửa Anh nửa Việt đấy. Khó chịu không? Khó chịu thì chịu khó đi :)) Tui sính ngoại zị đó, tui chán ghét xã hội này zị đó, rồi sao? =))))))) Kệch cỡm quá mà! Như cái xã hội Capitol đấy thôi :) 

Dạo này tâm tính khó chịu, rất là bất cần nên mặc xác hết :3 Thôi hiền lại :") Đi làm bài tập ielts đây :v Vì một tương lai bỏ trốn thành công :))) Thôi thế là hết thành phố xinh đẹp, sắp thành cái nguồn kím tiền của mấy lão bụng bự rồi. Nguyền rủa mà linh ứng chắc mình cũng nguyền rủa cho mấy lão đó hết sống rồi :p

Thôi đời mà! Một cái Capitol và vài lão Snow đời thực =)))))

Yêu,

~ Hal

PS: bắt đầu countdown thôi :)) Sắp Noel rồi hạnh phúc tóa :x :* :*

Hallie's revolution!

Despite that fact that this real society is to me nothing more than such a destructing Capitol in Hunger Game, I believe that I was born in a much better condition if compared with the people in other deprived countries.

At least, I am supposed to be grateful for what I have got so far thanks to unconditional sacrifices of my parents. Have you ever wonder why I'm always eager to take off to another country and get more than willing to struggle for my freedom, real life instead of settling down here in the bosom of family safely and peacefully?

I'm counting down every single day only for the linger hope to get out of all the current bullshits and reform the next generations not only in physic but also in mind because I'm afraid they would be buried down and rotted like the way I'm going through.

Sometimes I wish I could gather great courage and strength to become a Mockingjay and raise a revolution like Katniss to fight for exactly what we deserve to get, and beyond it, for what we lost. Sadly, it is impossible to alter any form of it once the custom is deeply ingrained in most of us. So deeply that there is no way to transfer them into a new form. 

Gosh, we are even clueless of whether the custom is exceedingly horrid. We even call it in an ironic way as  "a mode of culture" that I am also painfully ashamed of admitting myself to be a part of the society. I found it difficult to assimilate into this society it no matter how longer and deeper I'm immersed. 

I'm yearning for a revolution which would potentially heighten people's awareness of dignity and erase what are holding our development due to our fucking selfishness, uncontrollable greed, materialism and inner evil :) And well, I'm powerless because I'm not a saint. Thus, don't ever judge me if someday I flee away from this society as a such a miserable coward. 

Here is just a human-being attempting to find a way for survival or simply keep a line of retreat open for the future of my next generations :) Like what Katniss Everdeen did!

Perhaps, we are conditioned to the idea that any expression of vulnerability of sentiment is weakness. Yet my best friend used to stick this statement into my mind "You are strong when you dare to tell that you're pretty hurt. Instead of running away, faking smiles and pretending to be someone that you are not."

To live in the society, I was taught not to be so sensitive, so naive, so insecure and so kind-hearted. Being a pure and clean one in mud means you are eliminating yourself from the whole. Otherwise, be pleased to be treated as such an idiot puppet manipulated in literalness. That's who I am now-ish!

Unfortunately, the idiot puppet, as known as I, decided to make a revolution of my own  lolz~ "It's the things we love the most that destroy us." I'm far from being emotion-driven. You know, I personally believe that nothing is not important, and nothing is too much important as well. 

Each of creature in the world has their own values and we must appreciate and cherish them. Though, don't put anything or anyone at the point that has the power to tie your life tightly into many layer of emotions and falseness which only brings you down after all.

In the afternoon, for instance, if I had been the old girl, I would have got pissed off or irritated towards the people who left me alone watching "Mockingjay" in the cinema for buying tickets without leaving me a word. Honestly, I didn't hold my aggression since they were to me no more important people in my life :) They are not my friends. Just so-called ones. This idea made me have a peace of mind. 

Well, if they were my friends, I must have gone off to sulk like a child because I was indeed upset without them. These so-called friend, nevertheless, are those without whom I did enjoy the whole movie with much amusement and excitement. Actually, none of my friends have never ever done the crap to me. Never!

Seemingly my writing is overflowing again *lol* To conclude (so cliché, right?), the entry ultimately aims to remind me how to put myself at ease, treasure what is worthwhile, focus on the road to "revolution", become a "Mockingjay" for my next generations and rescue myself from the hole of hell :) I don't want to rot in this society!

Hallie, make the way for our own and become strong and determined. Don't settle for less than I deserve and chuck the whole crap that others are trying to put me in :)

Remember "I’m not a stop along the way, I’m a destination".

Welcome a fresh week with "Mockingjay" :') So cool!!!!

Love,

Hal

xoxo

Nice week-end w/ family

It's been such a long time to hang out with my parents since I entered university. Today, a beautiful week-end, we went to the supermarket big C together and really had fun.

Papa was still the driver as usual :') Well, it reminds me of the old days when I was a little girl clinging to my parents all the time. They used to be my whole world and the only friends I'd got through the childhood.

I reckon papa is one of the most patient person in the world. He'd have dramatic play along with me in the passing days without any complaints lolz~ He is my hero <3

Anw...it came to my bliss as we could be together outside again after a long time, as I saw my parents holding hands while walking around the supermarket lolz~ It was romantic and I wish my future hubby and I would be able to hold hands when we grow old like the way my parents were doing at the moment :p

Out of sudden, I thought of Will and missed him heaps :) How further should I go until the day we're meant to be? Never? I dunno! Well, I promised to meet him at Xmas :)) Hopefully, there would be a miracle for me on the day!

By the way, the weather is getting chiller and chiller everyday. It means winter is coming to town. I'm so glad to greet winter with a super big smile as long as it keeps its chill without rains. Winter must be complete when it combines snow and the sense of chill :((( Please I hate rain!

Bon week-end,

Hal

xoxo

Happy Vietnamese Teacher's Day '14

Yesterday was the Vietnamese Teacher's Day! Our band decided to visit all of ten teachers of our university to tribute them and create more increasing intimacy between us.

We started the tour from 2 p.m for the ceremony in the morning celebrating until 12:30 pm. It was nearly 11 p.m as the time I came home with much exhaustion and weariness. 

The weather seemed to betray us as well. It was raining all the long way each time we left one house and move to another house. The rough wind adding to the freaking heavy rain, regardless of the raincoat that a teacher had lent me before, formed an uncontrollable shuddering state of my body in being chilled to the bone :(

As a matter of fact, I did oppose the plan of visiting all of ten teachers within a day since some were not my interest in class, honestly. However, I was mistaken in criticizing people just on the basis of who they were in school. As we had arrived in their houses, they greeted us with a big smiles and happiness. 

Actually, I disliked some because of their irresponsible behaviours at classes :) Anyway, whatever!

By the way, I'm longing for the movie "Mockingjay" next week :') More excitingly, I shall enjoy the movie with my friends - not all alone a room with strangers beside me for an horror movie as usual :p 

Argh....it's cold~ Perhaps the winter is coming for real. I can't wait 'till Christmas to meet someone :')

Nice weekend the world,

Love

~Hal

Done Amer culture!

My American culture exam was worse than I expected although I had spent a great deal of time cramming within 4 days. Don't misjudge me for this procrastination when I've got various subjects for a week, not only a week for a subject *frown*

Anyway, I'm excited to learn British culture next week because my knowledge regarding Britain are quite good :') England - Where my love, football club, the homeland of English, novels and stuff that are parts of me despite of my current habitation in reality. Well, I must have been a British lady in my previous incarnation :)) Honestly, I wish English could be my first language and I would be able to speak English all the time daily :) 

Today, Liam promised to help me change the name of facebook account :)) My facebook account is "Hallie". Just "Hallie" without last name as the system requires. I'm clueless of how he tricks, as long as it works for me...it's fine :3 

A little irritating piece of today was that I attempted to help a friend for her study since it seemed to be worse than ever. However, she was mad at me for unknown reason and excuse me, I don't give a damn about it! I used to be extremely sensitive and over-thinking about others' feelings...but now, I no longer care :) I came with my kindness but got treated like a troublesome...damn!!

Relax! I should treat me a night horror movie right now.

Nice weekend,

~ Hal 

13/11/14

Haiz bữa giờ hôm nào cũng dậy từ lúc 4 am học bài, mà cứ ngồi học là y như rằng một cục khăn giấy bên cạnh vì nước mũi đua nhau tuôn trào, hắt hơi liên tục như con dở ngưới í.

Sáng nào cũng bị như này là như nào? Cả ngày lúc nào cũng khỏe mạnh ngời ngời thế mà cái thời điểm cần siêng năng tỉnh táo nhất để học thì lại mụ mị cả người.

Có một sự buồn nhẹ!

Dạo này bắt đầu chán nản một vài người tới mức mình cũng chả buồn nói nữa, muốn làm gì làm muốn ra sao cũng đếch care. 

Hallie nay đã khác xưa, bản thân còn ti tỉ việc để làm hết chuyện này sẽ đẻ ra chuyện khác làm mãi không hết việc. Thành ra đã bớt sensitive, bớt over-thinking, over-concern người khác nghĩ ra sao như nào :))

Sông đơn giản một tí thì dễ thương hơn chứ mình đủ stress rồi. Nói rồi, trên đời này không có gì là quan trọng quá hết, đừng lý tưởng hóa một ai làm gì :-j Chỉ có mỗi Hallie thì mới iu Hallie nhất quả đất thôi :x

Học hành ngoan rồi chuẩn bị đi xem Jessabelle. Một mình nữa. Thật là thích :)) 

Buổi sáng tốt lành,

~ Hal 

Leave them alone

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is stop.

Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the lines of determination from desperation.

What is truly yours would be eventually yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

11/11/14 - Movie alone

Went to Lotte cinema by myself for the horror film "Ouija" since my batch-mates were terrified of this genre, unlike me who is constantly roused by mysterious things :') 

Fortunately, because of the time at noon, there was only me-myself-and I in the movie-room with  an enormous screen. So damn good for a thrilling atmosphere!!! 

Well, "Ouija" is much better than "Annabelle", particularly main characters are beautiful and acts pretty well, in my opinion, and even the content is more exciting and interesting. Back to the film "Annabelle", I expected to see the married couple in "The conjuring" controlling the doll instead of leaving me questions hanging. 

As far as I watch U.S horror movies, they virtually leave all audiences questions hanging at the end in order to make  a sequel (like Insidious) or just to let audiences make an ending for themselves. 

So does "Ouija"! Laine, at the end of the film, caught her eyes on the conduit of Ouija board after getting through the loss of her best friends. What should I guess? Will she still be alive?!

Anyway, I'm yearning for the film "The mocking jay" - the sage of "Hunger Game" on the Vietnamese Teacher's day :)) Hopefully, my batch-mates will accompany me for the movie :p

PS: I despise the translation subject >.< From English into Vietnamese...Hell, it's overly horrid to me because I'm dreadfully bad at explaining things in Vietnamese, honestly!

Love,

~ Hal

What a gloomy Monday!

My fury in the afternoon was so clear that some classmates got anxious about me. You know, I had spent a great deal of time analysing both sonnet 18 and 29 written by Shakespeare for two days, even handwriting them down very carefully to hand in the freaking teacher, but he ended up by delaying them until next week.

That freaking teacher is the laziest and worth-being-cursed-by-me one who never gives a damn about his students' assignments. Even he hires some students to mark exam papers. What am I supposed to judge a teacher who comes to classes in order to sit at a corner playing cell phone games, then borrow someone's book to correct? Where the hell are you from, sir?

No sooner had I headed out of the classroom, I initially broke into tears after restraining myself from being ablaze with danger and tearing my analysing papers apart right in front of his face. None of classmates made nearly half of my efforts for the damn sonnet analysis essays for mine were almost 2000 words in total within 2 days. In the mean time, they just wrote around 300 - 400 words in total for both sonnet analysis essays. Well, they laughed at me as such the silliest idiot doing her utmost for nothing :)

What is perfectionism? What is the point of making the best of something? I've done my utmost for everything and for a million times, I've eventually got nothing. All in vain!

To make it worse, the rears of my bike basket were slipped off and my moisture spray was poured over my pack-bag, wetting from textbooks to every stuff =="

Should I cry for the second time in day?  >.< Welll, "And look upon myself, and curse my fate"

~ Hal

Buổi sáng ngu đần!

Buồn luôn. Sáng hôm nay dậy thật sớm tính ngồi phân tích cho xong Sonnet 29 của Shakespeare nhưng ngu lắm, ăn sáng uống sữa làm một đống thứ vô bao tử nên giờ bụng biểu tình dữ dội chẳng làm được gì cả.

Nguyên ngày hôm qua ngồi ôm máy phân tích Sonnet 18, vừa làm vừa đau khổ chửi rủa ông Shakespeare viết toàn kiểu trừu thị tượng đố ai hiểu nổi mà phân tích.

Ôi con bé Hal này xưa giờ ngu thơ bẩm sinh, căn bản có thù với thơ thẩn. Chỉ thích mỗi phân tích truyện thôi vì kiểu đọc hết rồi feel theo ý mình thì nó nhìu thứ hơn. Mệt quá à!

Như nào sáng giờ nhảy mũi liên tục đầu óc ngu si ra luôn rồi :(( Chỉ muốn lăn lên giường ngủ tiếp =="

Càm ràm nãy giờ chắc đủ rồi :((( Tiên sư mệt quá! Chắc bị cảm lạnh gì đấy rồi...đêm qua trời lạnh nhưng bật 2 cái quạt phù phù nhưng lười tắt vì đang mê ngủ nên thành ra :(

It's just weird. Not a crush.

Neither the guy played Romeo nor I can behave in a normal way now for some unknown reasons. I guess none of us has already been over the play although it has gone, to tell the truth.

The guy is still chatting to me, talking to me at school as usual but sometimes I might sense confusion in his eyes while he was looking straight into mine. Then he turned away quickly to leave me standing there alone, wondering if I did something wrong that led to his current odd behaviours towards me since the play "Romeo and Juliet" had ended...

I can't tell what kind of this feeling, here in my heart, is...but it's like I've started to act weirdly too in front of him. This is a questioning action of which I'm pretty clueless because in the afternoon, during the time I was rehearsing before the talk show with my friends at the library, we happened to meet him all out of sudden. He waved us and took a seat at the next table, I asked him to help me if I demanded a contribution for the question what were the names of two main characters that we all had learned a previous week. And God, he answered :)) two main characters? Romeo and Juliet! =)))

He's obviously not into me by all means, yet he's probably got over the play not yet. I guess. To be honest, I feel the same as well. There are moments that I still think of Romeo and the whole play, hardly believing the fact that our play has come to an end. What can I say? We can't talk to each other like before, at least during this time... We are just so awkward and confused.Why why why???

In case you guess either I or he has a crush, I declare it's utterly impossible. We merely feel weird and hard to express...Like a sudden barrier was built in our way, the barrier named "Romeo and Juliet" or perhaps simply because of the scandal *sigh*

He's one of my good friends in the university, thus I hope nothing bad will block our solid friendship for three years. Damn! What the hell is going on? We are still talking and teasing each other but why is it embarrassing somehow?

I'm probably just sensitive and over-thinking. Hope so! One thing to make sure again, it's weird but definitely not a crush between both of us. Impossible. I miss his Romeo, indeed :( Not himself!

Aish...today the talk show was also successful :')  despite of the fact that I only had one day to prepare, of course after the Monday for the play "Romeo and Juliet", I eventually found a way to make the best of it unexpectedly. The score for our team was just lower than his one half.

Anyway, cooperating with him is always the best option and decision that I've ever made :p Well, so complicated! 

Time for American policy now!!!

Night,

~ Hal

Farewell, my beloved Haliet!

(Hallie as Juliet Capulet)

The play was incredibly successful and we achieved what we absolutely deserved for exhausting rehearsals. Anyway, I did have fun and enjoy to the fullest during these days with my team.

Today I asked a friend to film the drama and it took thirty minutes in total. Unfortunately, another friend hit a wrong button then the video has come to get vanished which causes me to feel so aggressive, disappointed and upset since I was up to send Will and Jun the video for my words, and keep it as such a silly and sweet memory *frown*

How come I behave further than keeping calm? No matter what I am going to scold at the person, there is no way to take the video back. Epig suggested an idea to restore, yet I guess it's just a linger hope *sigh* 

Of course, the hectic life has not yet gone away. I must celebrate another talk show on Wednesday and yeah, tomorrow morning will be the first rehearsal. Damn, why am I constantly busy this much? :(((( What should I do to afford enough time for Ielts test?!

Anyway, today was perfectly successful and memorable. I believed I brought smiles to not only classmates but also the lecturer :p Well, now it's time to write essays of American literature subject -_-

Good luck,

~Hal

PS: I once recorded the song "La balcon" as a Valentine gift for Willian, was clueless that someday I would become Juliet Capulet for a play :3 hihi

~*~*~
10:33 pm

What the hell is going on? :o I was amazed that there was someone moved to tears at the scene Romeo came to the tomb and said last words to Juliet, then took a potion to be with Juliet forever. I was clueless how Romeo was acting at that time because Juliet was also a dead body.

Yet, as far as I remember what I wrote in the script, the inspiration for the scene stemmed from the dorama "Into the white mid-night sun" that I had watched a few previous weeks. Honestly, I broke into tears during watching the film, thus it is understandable if my words ever touched someone's heart :p I just regretted not watching the scene because I'm so fucking curious right now!

Anw, it means a world to me as well as other members in my team :') Thanks!!! ^^~ This is the quote from the person's status: ='p

hom nay la 1 ngay hoc that thu vi, 1 phan la do cam xuc, ( troi mua bay bay, cai cam giac se se lanh) , phai cong nhan la cac ban hoa than vao nhan vat qua tot, dien xuat rat hay. Minh da khoc vi giong nhu chinh minh chung kien tinh yeu manh liet va cai ket thuc co le doi voi minh la dep ! ROMEO AND JULIET1 that su cam on cac ban Minh Thơ, Hallie, Họa My, Long Hải, Ngọc Ánh ! LOVE IS WONDERFUL!

Dear Jun, I wanna talk to you asap! :(((

My late 22nd b-day party'14

(the cake was sponsored by J :') I'm so grateful!)

Thank you all for the late birthday party that you meant to celebrate for me in order to make up for the last Wednesday :') I do appreciate this because my b-day only has its meaning if I'm with you all. Even if it was a little late but far from my expectation, I was exceedingly happy and moved nearly to tears *laugh* Just kidding~

I must send some good words to one of my best friends - Jun. Although he might not be with me on the birthday, he still managed to sponsor me the cake above to lift me up since I had not blown candles on my birthday for a long time. Well, gifts seems dispatched to my house each year but I hardly mind if there is a cake on my b-day. Grazzie, cuppa *bacio*

Speaking for the rehearsal, we spent the whole day to practice over and over again. Of course, it was exhausting but indeed gleeful and filled with laughter. Hopefully, the performance tomorrow will be successful as I expect because this is going to be one of the most incredibly sweet memories in the campus life, even if I'd probably study in another university sometime in the future, these memories are irreplaceable though. 

The most funniest thing today I've just overheard from a person, rumour has it that I has a crush on the guy played Romeo. Wtf =)))) If they happen to watch the play tomorrow, they will be bound to have more conclusive evident because the Romeo must kiss me for real on the stage :)) it  is definitely just a kiss on my cheek and other kisses are fake at all, but they will have no idea unless you are also one of our team. 

Basically, I'm easy-going but never facile :)

Had the rumour been accurate, they would have matched me with every guy in my class because I've been close with each of them *laugh* I went to the movie with this guy, another guy rode me to school as the battery of my e-bike had got out of order, this guy confided in me about his girlfriend, that guy asked me to play football with him...they all are super duper good friends to me. By the way, most of my closest and best friends are male :)) In case you wanna count, I have nearly ten good brothers who are close to me too :p

Sometimes, I also causes some troubles for them since their girlfriends are likely jealous of me ='D So sorry! Blame it on me :)) If I were those girls, I would become irritated too. Nobody is able to bear her boyfriend treating so nicely and talking too much to another girl, even she is merely his soulmate or sworn-sister :p It's better to sparing with my intimacy!

Aha, I've started to digress again he he All in all, I had a delightful birthday party, an amazing night and a beautiful Sunday (despite without weekend).

Good night the world and wait for Haliet tmr bleh bleh ~

xoxo

Haliet *lol*

Tập kịch vui lắm

Hôm nay tập kịch cả ngày nhưng mà vui lắm. Toàn là cười đau cả bụng vì kiểu lời thoại sến rện mà thêm mình cứ đọc lời thoại kiểu như thời xưa, thều thào giọng gió cho nó giống Juliet nên là ai cũng cười.

Mình là đồ nhiều chuyện, bày vẽ đủ thứ. Mất cả sáng chỉ để tập nhảy đoạn đầu khúc dạ tiệc ấy. Ai cũng mắng iu vì mình quá khó tính :)) Biết sao được, Hallie mà :p 

Trời ơi ừ thì nhập tâm Juliet nhưng nhìn Romeo chẳng có cảm, nên toàn phải tưởng tượng ra người khác để tập diễn hông à. 

Đang nghĩ vì sao ngày xưa không theo luôn ngành viết kịch, viết truyện kiêm luôn diễn viên nhỉ :)) Mà vấn đề là tiếng Anh thôi chứ tiếng Việt thì mình không làm được thứ gì trong 2 thứ trên. Cũng như thuyết trình tiếng Việt thì trời ơi nó dở vì run với lại không biết làm sao, còn tiếng Anh cũng run nhưng đỡ hơn :( Văn viết cũng vậy =.= 

Thật ra thì dở đều ấy =)))

Chiều nay đi siêu âm vì dạo này nghe nhiều trường hợp khó có con với cả vô sinh, rồi còn thêm nhiều thứ u nang ung thư quá nên đi check :( Buồn cười kiểu vừa vào thì mấy bị chị y tá hỏi "Em bị sao mà đi siêu âm? Có thai hả?" Em nó vẫn còn virgin nhé =="

Kết luận là mọi thứ đều tốt lành. Cám ơn trời Phật luôn í! Kiểu hoãn mãi vụ đi này vì cứ sợ có bệnh gì nên không muốn đi. Nhưng như này thở phào nhẹ nhõm :) Ít nhất anh chồng nào đó tương lai không phải lo ha ha~

Bây giờ đi học lời thoại của Juliet đây. Thật ra cũng không cần học vì mình là đứa viết mà nên tất nhiên mình thuộc hết rồi, nhưng vẫn nên luyện cho diễn cảm :)) Thứ hai xong kịch thì thứ 4 lại phải làm talk show ==" Hết chuyện này dồn tới chuyện khác khiến mình bận muốn xỉu, không có thời gian làm được việc gì khác luôn. 

Mệt lắm! Cả tuần nay rồi...mai lại không thấy weekend đâu :( An ủi một tí là chiều mai sinh nhật bù của mình :)) Đi ăn chơi nhảy nhót một tí buổi tối, dự là mai tập kịch cả ngày luôn...

Vui lên đi :3 Thấy cái kết quả siêu âm là yên lòng rồi :)

Cuối tuần hạnh phúc,

~ Hal