Neither the guy played Romeo nor I can behave in a normal way now for some unknown reasons. I guess none of us has already been over the play although it has gone, to tell the truth.
The guy is still chatting to me, talking to me at school as usual but sometimes I might sense confusion in his eyes while he was looking straight into mine. Then he turned away quickly to leave me standing there alone, wondering if I did something wrong that led to his current odd behaviours towards me since the play "Romeo and Juliet" had ended...
I can't tell what kind of this feeling, here in my heart, is...but it's like I've started to act weirdly too in front of him. This is a questioning action of which I'm pretty clueless because in the afternoon, during the time I was rehearsing before the talk show with my friends at the library, we happened to meet him all out of sudden. He waved us and took a seat at the next table, I asked him to help me if I demanded a contribution for the question what were the names of two main characters that we all had learned a previous week. And God, he answered :)) two main characters? Romeo and Juliet! =)))
He's obviously not into me by all means, yet he's probably got over the play not yet. I guess. To be honest, I feel the same as well. There are moments that I still think of Romeo and the whole play, hardly believing the fact that our play has come to an end. What can I say? We can't talk to each other like before, at least during this time... We are just so awkward and confused.Why why why???
In case you guess either I or he has a crush, I declare it's utterly impossible. We merely feel weird and hard to express...Like a sudden barrier was built in our way, the barrier named "Romeo and Juliet" or perhaps simply because of the scandal *sigh*
He's one of my good friends in the university, thus I hope nothing bad will block our solid friendship for three years. Damn! What the hell is going on? We are still talking and teasing each other but why is it embarrassing somehow?
I'm probably just sensitive and over-thinking. Hope so! One thing to make sure again, it's weird but definitely not a crush between both of us. Impossible. I miss his Romeo, indeed :( Not himself!
Aish...today the talk show was also successful :') despite of the fact that I only had one day to prepare, of course after the Monday for the play "Romeo and Juliet", I eventually found a way to make the best of it unexpectedly. The score for our team was just lower than his one half.
Anyway, cooperating with him is always the best option and decision that I've ever made :p Well, so complicated!
Time for American policy now!!!
Night,
~ Hal
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