Happiness and Bliss

It was such an emotional day...

Spending whole the morning to visit the orphanage with A2, the children looked pretty delighted and happy to meet us again after months. We offered them lanterns, candles, sweeties, moon cake...some Mid-Autumn festival stuffs and cash for fund :)

Another lesson of the difference between "happiness" and "bliss" from A2. He was right when he told them apart to teach me as a life teacher.

Happiness means the way you feel each time you've got something that you want or expect. It's all about yourself and the magnificent sense comes from your benefits, interests. For instance, you've just won the top prize in a lottery or got the scholarship from a well-known university...you may call that feeling "happiness"

Bliss means you could take another's happiness like yours. It's a great deal like seeing others be happy which warms you up. I believe the feeling is greater than anything in the world. 

When you see your beloved people smile, be happy, dance and sing out loud...at least, their happiness would pass through to you partly and it's worth more than the feeling when you've got something amazing a million times. 

He called it "Bliss" :D I love kids, love observing those innocent and pure smiling faces as taking our presents, they must have been extremely happy to see guests because as soon as they saw us, many kids ran quickly towards us and extended an excessive warm welcome to us that made me get kinda oppressive in fact :p 

To be honest, they seem to feel happier than some children who have enough parents. Well, I don't mean about material, it's about spiritual. Although they are lacking a tons of things that others basically have at their ages, it's enough to their souls for having friends, being good children or good citizens in the future by the huge consolation of dedicated and kind-hearted nuns.

I was blissful...wishing to visit them soon and more frequently.

And the second thing which made my day today is my lil girl - Kim :D I was not wrong as making the decision to confide in her whatever in my mind now. Seemingly all of my emotions were stuck and repressed for month exploded as soon as we started our conversation. 

Actually confiding in my bff was good, but sadly guys are forever guys. They are not as sensitive and deep as girls. Moreover, she used to be the one girl who treated me so well that sometimes I suppose she's very special not only to me, but also to others.

To approve of my belief, she's made up and cleaned my negative thoughts, blown my complex and fears 1000km away lolz~...not completed actually but Okay, I shall think twice about everything carefully, babe :*

I was happy...to get her again :x at least, she's one of very few beloved friends that I'd love to hold and pull it back after the rough and tough stage of my life.  As a matter of fact, I've pushed friends away for the sake of my pride and weakness inside me (maybe)...sorry! it's about my dirty secret, I don't wanna be a liar to my friends then I'm concealing and avoiding them.

Bliss and Happiness aren't hard to find out as I reckon, they exist anywhere, anytime even within the littlest and simplest things. 

"Hold me close and hold me fast, the magic spell you cast. This is la vie en rose.."  Just singing softly to lift me up...and yes, just like Kim said "raise your head up high!" *rolling*

Beautiful Sunday~

xoxo

- Hal