Alzheimer's disease

yesterday, running in haste so as to handle over my boss the documents, i was rebuked for being mistake the date.

" what are you doing here?" - asked boss

" you told me wednesday..." - replied i

" what date is today?"

"...."

actually, i've been pretty much bound up in documents, dealing with guests, homework at school, ielts and french lalala 

besides, i must speak too much and too quickly like a machine with nothing in my mind just because that's my work and study to be sorta person. what is more, i need to finish everything by leaps and bounds so that i take more spare time to breathe and have fun with some friends.

i dunno what's going with my head indeed when boss called as soon as he opened the pocket =] what the fuck was happening to me as i'd slipped all of my roughs in english and french vocabulaires in confusion at sixs and sevens instead of the important documents of hotel *straight face*

yup, i probably forgot or at least i didn't mind whatever i was doing at that time. even today i came to join my french class, mr.léo asked me why i hadn't go to class this morning which caused me speechless a bit. aha, i'd frankly not noticed "a.m" or "p.m" written on the paper that he handled over me the previous day.

how careless and ashamed i were!

hix... i must be the one who understands the most how dangerous being careless would be. luckily those were such small matters, otherwise the problem would grow up more seriously than i could imagine *frown* that's why i don't dare to deal with numbers of money, never ever due to the fact that i'm afraid of being incarcerated someday for sure *laughing out loud*

:') i'm good at coming up with new ideas, sharing my boss a part of documents for not being stuck in a beautiful mess of business, convincing and dealing with prissy guests and spending hours to listen and empathize others before judging anything blah blah those are my current works and i'mma create some thoughts for the mid-autumn festival upcoming=] with full of childish fabulous ideas for sure to such a infantile kid like me haha

although i'm just an invisible assistant manager in fact because i'm still student without qualifications, who cares, as long as i've got enough salary at the end of each month...it's enough babe! particularly my boss truly trusted me and gave me more opportunities to discover my strengths =D thanks sir!

by the way, this is secret to everybody so far :) of course, apart from my bff and beloved ones reading over this entry included strangers!

altogether, hopefully i won't slip any cog up to now. sorry myself :( hix bro.james warned me that those scatterbrained signs meant i was getting older and older day by day :(( it's clearly that he just teased me on purpose but i'm kinda insecure anyhow huhu what's wrong with me, neh?

bless you,

- Hal