People-pleaser

Others comment that I'm stuck-up, cold-blooded and indifferent these days which causes me to feel cross at them a bit inside. Not because of those comments, oh Lord, I even don't have time to mind those words. It's just the way they do behind me.

As a matter of fact, I only empathize others when you truly admit your faults and promise not to repeat those actions; I don't mind your reasons and explanations no matter how much sensible they are due to the fact that I don't invite liars to my world.

I'm not a wacky person, not a turkey-cock either. Besides, criticizing others for something ain't my way because even I'm not good enough in fact. Though I do hope you will speak those things in front of me, not behind me and if those are suitable, I shall definitely make it up clearly once.

What is more, I'm willing to swallow my pride to accept and admit my faults because it's so stupid to hate someone who is trying to make me better. Beyond all, I'm not sorta person who is pissed off someone over 24 hours then don't hesitate if you wanna show me my shortcomings in fact. 

And I don't identify business with sentiment, study with private relationship then please don't ask me to let the head be ruled by the heart. It's impossible! Again, I'm NOT cold-blooded...

Oh c'mon, I have so much shits to think about, so many decisions to make and so many plans to arrange atm. Hence I don't wanna care or mind much about you all anymore. And sorry, I'm not a people-pleaser!!!!

Tired...with everything, everyone and myself. Sometimes I don't know how to please enough billion people out there. Am I not enough? It's so hard to be a perfect one in others' eyes :(

Life ain't as simple as we used to suppose when we were young. The more we grow up, the more we see through that life has many other dark colors.

I might sense bitter a bit but it's gonna be ok soon...hopefully!

Be strong,

- Hal