A quarrel

I hate picking a quarrel with my papa because it not only leads us to nowhere but also break the good relationship between father and daughter.

Very seldom I fall out with mom for she's exactly the woman of family: endurance, patience and tolerance. Speaking for papa and me, both of us are pretty much stubborn in many ways so that we keep our opinions firmly no matter what happens.

Sometimes I'm fed up with discussing about a major from day to day and none of us really forget and let it go easily, even my mom looks at us in a hopeless way and says nothing but one word "like you both are friends."

Actually even I'm wrong, I have a clue about this way; however my superiority complex does not allow me to admit "yup, I was wrong. Sorry, papa". Besides, we're in sulk for a moment, later we crack up again as if nothing has just happened before. 

In fact, we'd be back to argue if we jump to the old discussion again *sigh* I hate this moment like this, I hate the onerous atmosphere between us which drives me crazy and just wanna escape from it asap. Frankly, if I admitted my fault, it's gonna be ok but I don't.

This case seems to be a typical one of many other quarrels about men and women. 

It's so illogical to have such an idea like men have the right to hang out and flirt with any girl they want to. As long as he still remember the way to turn back to the woman he loves the most, it's good enough. On the other hand, women shouldn't allow to do the same because they'd be criticized by society and leave a bunch of disastrous consequences. You couldn't obtain justice once there are lots of things for men that women are never able to handle. Then you don't compare your interests to men's =]

Exactly he means he doesn't agree with my relationships since I often keep in touch with my brothers and buddies, most of them are male thus he dislikes seeing his daughter hang out with them. Even I tell him a million times that they are just my good friends, nothing is more than that. But he always replies me with a word which I've learnt by heart "Love always starts from friends. Do you think strangers could love each other from the first sight? It's impossible. Love is never created without friendship stages to discover and understand the partner before listening to the beat of heart and finding out that you're in love indeed" :))

Oh c'mon papa =] You were correct partly but not completely. Yup, men are insatiable and women are selfish. In my opinion, a man isn't worth my love if he wants to flirt and chase with other girls and betray me. Men won't be greedy and hurt their girl if they do fall in love. I'm not sorta of being jealous as my man is out with others, to be honest, it's possible for me to control myself and balance my emotions before fucking up and destroying everything.

There are some limitations for him and me to hook up and meet others. As long as it's pure and straightforward as I also have relations with men and so he does. Hence, I won't be curious or doubt anything about that. Once I figure out it ain't the right thing that I suppose it should be, I forgive never ever though.

Whatever papa said. Whatever he warned me that I should stay single forever =] Inside me, I do have a very strong belief that anyone who loves me by all his heart would know the way to behave and never hurt me on purpose. In turn, it's ok to be single for the rest of my life as papa said lolz~

Tomorrow is another day! This quarrel must keep going on if one of us wants to repeat about it although nobody win in fact haha papa, we both are reasonable to win...when you were feminine, you could understand your daughter more :)

Anyway, you're my papa yet and I love you in any case :*

Love,

- Hal