Weekend-talk

I was almost chosen to become the holder running the meeting tomorrow since Allsiter was replaced, yet I refused for accomplishing how I'm capable of and afraid of ruining the whole meeting due to the lack of my entire confidence.

Sometimes I just wonder why there are so many people putting their faith in me and even drawing some further ability that I rarely have. They encourage me, support me and indicate me what I may do the point of which I myself have not even been aware previously. 

Anyway, it means much to me and gives me more motives along with pressure, for sure, to do my utmost and better myself in a good way. 

Yeah, I'm probably also about to see mr.Steve tomorrow for discussing something involved my work. Hopefully everything will be alright because I'm awfully nervous rite now for some reasons.

By the way, I just completed the entire TV series "Pretty little liars" season 5 this morning, amazed of the final scene when those "pretty liars" moving to jail without any evident before. All in all, I'm personally still interested in the Spoby and overwhelmingly touched by how Toby scarified everything for Spence, particularly as he said "I did it because I was tired of not being able to protect the one person in this world that matters most to me" :((( and then they locked each other's lips. Gosh, I nearly screamed out loud :(((((

If only in this world there was someone out there who loves me that much, gets willing to put his life in danger just because he wants to protect me and makes sure that I'm safe always. More importantly, he doesn't hesitate to quit his job for me, I mean, like Toby did, the girl he loves is the only one in this world that matters most to him.

Okay I don't need a men with a super high position with a great power and influence in this society but only an ordinary men who is willing to do anything in order to ensure my happiness and put our little family beyond his ambition, and particularly his ego :)

I must admit that Toby is such an ideal husband that any girl likely wishes to get married and commit her life with him for the rest of her life. Anw, he is still just a fictional character in a TV series lolz~ It's difficult, I don't loose my hope for encountering the kind of man in reality though.

Okay, too many interesting things told on the weekend make me kinda delighted. Please let the meeting tmr go smoothly :)) Although I'm not the holder, my role in the meeting is not minor at all -_- Brr...I'm anxious but nobody seems to believe in my words lolz~

Nice weekend,

xoxo

Hal

PS: New theme. A fresh start. I love blue and white <3 so claire and peaceful :x

"Quand la guerre éclate, tu es le silence 
Et dans tout ce désordre, you are the peace sign~"