mardi, mars 17, 2015

Disoriented



If the solicitude of someone's friends were financially estimated, I would probably become a billionaire due to the infinite and endless love that my amazing friends have done for me so far. 

I have a prominent consideration that potentially changes the whole future of my career, culminating in the headaching issue that is stressing me out although there is a shedload of assistance of my friends as veterans lately in showing me the right path to pick up. It is still a mass of vague cloud in my head right now, though. 

What is the best path for me to follow? If you are saying it is where my passion lies, I would demand some conditions to fulfill the dream and post a question who should offer me those necessary things to pursue the luxurious word called "dream.

Disorientated and strained, I'm clueless of what the future may hold and even suspicious of the right road on which I'm gradually marching forward and it mostly comes to the end, unsure about the things that I have been doing...

Who do I live for? yeah, for my parents. "Living for others is as much happy as living for yourself" was the quote by me that I expressed in the meeting so memorably that most of people there still remember until now and they came to remind me of the statement last night. Yet, it was partly such a lie because I occasionally sense a bit uneasy and tired of living for others, even if they are my beloved ones. Honestly, I'm not a saint always...

Again, lamentation! Sifu shall kill me if he reads over the post due to my firm promise of ceasing complaints instead of making independent decision and getting responsible for it. 

Okay, drop it and wait for the hang-out tmr night to watch "Cinderella" and relax. Damn! :((( Sifu is correct at claiming I am good for nothing *frown*

Meow meow,

Hal


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