Kat's b-day '20

I have just got home from Katherine's birthday party in exhaustion and worn-out statement. Tonight I encountered again my friend's ex bf whom I had disliked to death, but I smiled at him and talked to him as if nothing had occurred to both of us since sifu Li taught me the lesson of forgiveness, I didn't wanna disappoint him :)

Sifu still loves me and hopes that his disciple will be independent, large-hearted, strong and mature enough to overcome the storms in life even without him being there for me as usual. That's why I should prove him that I am no longer the little child who must learn a ton of lessons and always be depend on someone for knowing where the right direction to choose. 

Okay the party was cheerful and delightful, rather than my aching head was spinning around due to the previous hours at Toastmaster meeting since the afternoon. It means I was outdoor half of the day which causes my current headache =.= 

Speaking of the meeting, there was a man beside me describing me to others that I appeared like a brunette, a sunshine girl with the beautiful smile always on her lips lolz~ I didn't notice about whom he was talking until he mentioned the pendant necklace named "Hallie" :))

Sometimes I'm slightly proud of my bright smile that I'm capable of drawing on my lips with hopes of bringing happiness and transferring my energy to others regardless of how my feelings are at the moment :p It's great to make someone's day even if yours is grey :)) I love smiles and smiling seems to be my habit =))) Like a child, easy cry easy smile :3 my expression is clear!

All of the eyes in the room turned at me out of sudden and I was totally blank for having nothing on mind to say because I was occupied myself discussing other issues with Adam during the time the guy was speaking lolz~ It meant a world to me and I was grateful for those nice words =)))

Yeah, I kinda grinned a lot today with most of other people at the meeting, especially with newbies in order to make them feel friendly and comfy to join us :') Besides, I gradually become more confident to jump on the stage and spread my words out loud in front of the whole strange faces staring at every movement that I was making. 

It's fine! The more I adapt to the new environment and control my fear, the less I get influenced by other elements surrounding me. And, sifu Li obviously doesn't want me to be that kind of person.

Okay, nite time :3 I'm gonna have a date with my guy tmr morning =))) Btw thanks for two guys, one picking me up and another driving him home for Katherine's party. Although I talked to them a lot of stories, I couldn't possibly figure out whose names they have =.= I didn't dare to ask because they definitely called me "Hallie" and confirmed that we had met before...

And I'm so sorry for not remembering anyone's name :) I'm not interested in guys, honestly, there is someone already in my heart and that's why I pay no attention on others. You know his name, don't you? Yeah, stupid girl :))

Bye,

Hal

PS: Hal nói thật là ngoài người mà Hal thích ra thì những người khác Hal không có để tâm ai đâu =))) Tốt nhất muốn gì thì nên để Hal tự giác chủ động, không thì thôi khỏi mất công ạ :')