Today I had an interview for a new job at a so-called food court and beverage. It is beyond my description, its outward appearance is similar to a restaurant but it comprises various counters such as ice-cream, sushi, buffet, bar and food. The owner was a French man, though the person that interviewed me was a Vietnamese manager.
Haha As other interviews, I always speak much more than the recruiters do lolz~ This interview this time was not such an exception, the Vietnamese manager seemed quite content with me answering his questions with all the energy and enthusiasm I had :')
Anyway, I passed the "first round" and still had another one with the French boss a few days later. Generally, it is a bustling place and I'm going to have my hands full in order to keep pace up with the tempo of the restaurant. Besides, the wage is pretty okay :)) I'm pleased!
Okay, here is another thing about today. How self-centered and selfish I am when I'm steadily aware of how less important I appear to those who favour and love me very much, I become upset and uneasy inside just because their concern for me is no longer enough to me :)) Not good not good, girl!
As I'm under the impression that I'm coming to the thin line between the dark and bright side of me, I have a tendency to talk to sifu Li and hope that he will make me less "mean" than my current emotions are forcing me to be.
Honestly, sometimes I get used to become the first position in too many people and it must be dreadfully irritating once they have to share their hearts with others and works. I am childish and shamefully needy :3 I'll be jealous and cross if I suddenly drop the place where I am proudly standing in someone's heart. Someone here, I mean, is not only boyfriend but also many kind of close friends and close brothers :') Uhm, I'm satiable and such an annoying child demanding too much from others while there are very few individuals amongst them that means special to me :)
I'm sorry! I ask others to give me the special position, the number one in their heart but I can't give them back the same thing. This is one of my terrible vices. Sifu Li knows them all and he is fixing me somehow :') Actually I'm getting better and better everyday :D
That's all for today!
Night,
xoxo
Hal
Anyway, I passed the "first round" and still had another one with the French boss a few days later. Generally, it is a bustling place and I'm going to have my hands full in order to keep pace up with the tempo of the restaurant. Besides, the wage is pretty okay :)) I'm pleased!
Okay, here is another thing about today. How self-centered and selfish I am when I'm steadily aware of how less important I appear to those who favour and love me very much, I become upset and uneasy inside just because their concern for me is no longer enough to me :)) Not good not good, girl!
As I'm under the impression that I'm coming to the thin line between the dark and bright side of me, I have a tendency to talk to sifu Li and hope that he will make me less "mean" than my current emotions are forcing me to be.
Honestly, sometimes I get used to become the first position in too many people and it must be dreadfully irritating once they have to share their hearts with others and works. I am childish and shamefully needy :3 I'll be jealous and cross if I suddenly drop the place where I am proudly standing in someone's heart. Someone here, I mean, is not only boyfriend but also many kind of close friends and close brothers :') Uhm, I'm satiable and such an annoying child demanding too much from others while there are very few individuals amongst them that means special to me :)
I'm sorry! I ask others to give me the special position, the number one in their heart but I can't give them back the same thing. This is one of my terrible vices. Sifu Li knows them all and he is fixing me somehow :') Actually I'm getting better and better everyday :D
That's all for today!
Night,
xoxo
Hal
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