It's my fault for procrastinating during the whole week, culminating in the inevitable terrible result that me being under the pressures of imminent deadlines on the weekend *frown* an 1500 word essay, the content for presentation in French and another in English for the next Toastmaster meeting...I have done none of them yet although I will have an appointment with Adam tomorrow morning.
As bff asked where my essay was, my hesitation had already given him the exact answer and he started to nearly yell at me "why are you procrastinating, Hal?" :( I could not possibly concentrate on anything in recent time for some unknown reason while he insisted on his theory that I was wasting my time too much on Internet and following several TV series simultaneously, that I didn't work one hundred percent capacity. Furthermore, I promised sifu Li to get fluent in both English and French...and the truth is I have not learned French lately, to be honest.
I didn't fully abide by my promise to both of them who cares and loves me the most after my parents :'( It is such a shame to me :((( I'm indeed in a mess and unable to comprehend by what supernatural power I manage to deal with those deadlines within such a very short term like this.
Okay I reap what I sow =)) I have no right to be here and rant continuously on anything. Gotta get off for working :( It is very naughty of me during years not changing in the least!!!!!
Bye,
Hal
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