April Fool's day '15

This morning was greeted by some hoax stories and I foolishly believed in them without the least suspicion due the completely forgetting what date today was. It must have cracked my friends up since there was such an April fool like me around on the first day of the month.

Having more than a week gone by, as my bff's prediction, I have still procrastinated and got distracted by a wide variety of other entertainment which lead me to nowhere and disappoint his expectation of me with an extraordinary cover letter to apply the program. 

The failure seems to be certain, though he hopes that I shall take the risk and experience how to master steps for applying to a program. Either ways, I am supposed to do my utmost in order to feel regretful after the tight deadline drops down and I'm incapable of doing the most of my ability, then a crappy essay would be obviously the consequence...

In actuality, I have already written down the outline in details with several previous days and the point is that I'm clueless of the exact time when I'm ready to be on the right track writing the essay and simply letting the words run out of my brain on the papers. 

The more I talk to bff, the more I brutally sense the bitter fact that half of my time has been a waste for nonsense. He has a very strict schedule, proudly the "talk to Hallie" note is always on his long schedule lolz~ Uhm... *rolling*

I assume that I'd better leave the visual world for a period of time, particularly facebook and some kind of other social media so as to focus on my essays and Ielts practice because time does not wait for me and I cannot wait, either.

This month includes a shedload of significant things in need to finish with the greatest efforts and productivity that I have ever done, proving how exactly the outcome for years of learning English would be. Besides, I intended to have a visit to Saigon this summer and take the Ielts examination filling the gap of requirement for future application forms if necessary. However, I rather hesitate since I am no longer eager to return the city combined with untold sorrows regarding someone that I should never call by name. Plus, it must count a sum of money while I calculated it for a journey to another holiday destination with either my family or my close friends. 

It sounds complex, ain't it?! Okay, firstly I'm going to write the essay tonight with no more procrastination, then learn French, read a book and get to sleep as soon as I can manage. Early in the next morning, it will be the time for Ielts skills =.= Chivvy along!!!!!!

Ace,

Hal

======

A friend of mine broke up today...out all of sudden! The same situation as mine over one year ago :) I did not say much, just kept silent and let her pouring out all of her melancholy on me, then end up with this statement:

"Dear, look at me :) Hallie in the September in 2013 cried her heart out, a broken heart, the most brutal pain that she had ever experienced and she thought she would be never able to live without him. Not once, but several times previously by the same person. But here I am :)) alive in front of you in the best form. Although I'm uncertain of the possibility that I can get over him and move on, there is something for sure that everything is really going to be all right :) Time doesn't heal any pain, but it does make it better a little bit even without the one you love the most. And yes, pain is a part of our lives and anyone has to get through it whether you like it or not. It makes us human-being...someday we will learn from the present pain. I promise, it won't hurt you long!"

That's all the thing I can advise :) Hope she'll be fine tomorrow!

"Chuyện nam nữ có thể đem lại cho bạn những phút giây thăng hoa ngọt ngào, nhưng nó cũng là mầm mống của những khổ đau. Bởi thất vọng, nỗi buồn đều sinh ra từ hạnh phúc trước đó." - Yến Nhi bạn mình