He texted me :)

God, please tell me this is not just a dream, the dream I've got a thousand times through over one passing year...

If it were truthfully a dream, never wake me up again because I'm genuinely happy :) Will left me a message and I swear my heart were nearly exploding, I hardly couldn't believe in my eyes because I'd dreamed countless of his coming-back ways and by the time I woke up at the night, recognizing that was just a dream, it was unbearable to me for it hurt like hell...I broke into tears so many times that until right at the moment, my mind is still questioning whether or not I'm conscious since it's still beyond my belief.

Sorry for my confusing words...My hands are shaking, my heart is fluttering and my mind is totally blank =.= I can't control myself anymore, especially after just talking to him on phone a few minutes ago. Gosh!

What's going on? I've told myself to give in up on him a hundred times but what am I doing? Why him? Why does my heart still yearn for him? Remember this doesn't mean anything...doesn't mean that we are back to love...doesn't mean that our relationship would be saved...doesn't mean that everything is going to be right...doesn't mean anything but just friends, I guess. 

I don't know his thoughts but well, I will try to pretend that we are friends...that's enough to me :) I'm happy for him no matter which way he would choose to do because I have no right to ask for a relationship with him again.

Anyway, I love him. As always. But this comeback, I shouldn't expect too much :) At least, we can talk to each other again...it makes me content!

You, idiot Hallie. But yeah, how many times in life might I become such an idiot like this? for only one person...it's special :p

Thanks, Willian...for everything!

I love you!