Distractions

Anne is going back to HCMC on the following day which causes me indeed upset right now although we just hung out together on the beach, had ice-cream and talked to each other for hours until the clock had almost come to ten. 

Although I cracked up to death and entirely shared jokes in excitement with Anne for the last night, my mind still yearned for the interaction with Willian through phone as my promise around night or night thirty due to the fact that he has somehow been off to bed very early lately, his sleeping cycle has seemingly been altered for good and I'm truthfully glad that he no longer stays up late like he previously. As long as he stays well, I'm pleased!

*sigh* If only I would be able to the same town where he lives someday so that we would never be apart by geographic distance and even the big gap between us. I set up to settle in HCMC after a couple more years, living with Anne, happening to date with my good friends there, no longer dreaming of another long way to USA just for only one purpose - him. 

Well, gazillion of assignments, reports, unnameable stuff at school awaiting me to handle by myself regardless of its responsibility as a team are likely neglected for two big distractions: him and Anne's upcoming leave.

Don't blame me for my irresponsibility presently because I'd rather spend most of time for beloved people than put my feet to work like a fool, and eventually my result in certain will unequally share among those who have a tendency to collaborative with me at no time, owning to the fact that idle folks lack no excuse :))

Anyway, from tomorrow on, I must study seriously to tackle schooling stuff that I'm distracted in recent time; but I'm not going to fling myself into such an unjustified case with no defense and let them enjoy the fruit of my labour once more time. Everything has its limit and I've already done with them for the last four semesters. Enough.

Summertime :( Why do you leave me so soon, honey?! I'm even busier than ever since subjects are piled up to get completed around just few weeks with a huge amount of knowledge. Dammit! That's why we need to work in groups but it's still me spreading myself thin as usual :))

Okay, whatever.  

It's 11:55 pm...my playlist turns on "13 jours en France" :') I'm determined to get there soon, perhaps next year...who knows! Well, France is a good place to visit, enjoy and share each memorable delightful moments with someone I love but definitely not the final destination to make home :3 I chose Paris and Provence to be the ideal spots for wedding photo-shoot and honeymoon, other than this particular purpose, I just want to be in France as a tourist because I wanna settle in Swiss, and only Swiss is home =)) Well, in spite of the sad fact that I have never been there and it is surely not such a paradise on Earth, but there is some kind of indescribable emotions each time I think of the country. Sorry, I digressed!

See, there are lots of distractions along with my visualization that always working pretty well. So well that I'm unable to control myself and keep me far away from the illusion lol

Enough for today. Couldn't talk to him on phone :(

With love,

Hal