mercredi, janvier 07, 2015

What a trip of loss!


I've eventually been safe and sound arriving home this morning after almost 11 hours on the coach due to the fact that train tickets already sold out and it's quite inconvenient to get the plane home for the airport is located in Cam Ranh, not in Nha Trang which means I must take a further way back to Nha Trang city.

On the very last day lingering in Saigon, troubles didn't seem to spare me as I lost my kitty wallet without having no clue when, where, how, who and why it had gone while my backpack was zipped in as usual. If someone ever zipped out the backpack to pilfer the wallet, is it possible that he/she is nice enough to re-zip for me?

Anyway, I lost money, cards, images, lucky charm and the wallet itself which was my 21 b-day gift from my beloved one :( Yeah, I lost love on the first day in Saigon and money on the last day :)) I have no idea what I stubbornly decided to take the trip for? 

Neither my friends nor parents really figures out what's going on with me because I wear a super brilliant smile on my face and am attempting to look those bad things on the bright side that I at least didn't pop off and would be able to encounter another better man in the future. 

For both awful stories on the other side ain't bad at all. Yes, I'm optimistic but that's how I live on through adversities.

Everything has a beginning and an end. Life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don’t desire, but they’re inevitable, we have to face them. It’s what being human is all about.

I'm still loving Willian and can't help but thinking of him all the time I was being in Saigon. There are several ways to manifest my sentiments toward someone and I chose to keep silent, wished him the best things in life then move on. Even though I have gone too far to cease my feelings, it is alright to not become a burden to his life again.

"Love is not something you can achieve by efforts"

Loss...

It taught me various precious lessons and I guess it it not a waste to experience these downs in life. Stand up and walk. Move on. After all, I have perfect legs to stand on :)

By the way, I wanta gratefully say a million thanks to those who always love me unconditionally, ride me around the city, take me to have fun at restaurants or pubs, do shopping, offer me free accommodations at their houses for each my journey to Saigon and beyond all, thanks for always being amazing friends to me x) I do appreciate what you all have done for me, guys!

Kinda worn-out and exhausted now. Gotta take a nap! As I awake, I'd talk to my brothers asap :-/ They seem worried about me when I sms to announce my lost wallet and long way back home today :( Despite being aboard, they keep taking care of me like a little sister all the time as if I had never grown up in their eyes =.=

How comfortable to be at home!!! ~

Peace,

~ Hal

PS: I got a blue Yoga mat and a blue Yoga bag too :') Xmas gifts according to my wish list =))) Merci bcp :p

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