02:25 am

Can't believe that I'm crying at this time for feeling so bad and painful.

I can't explain nor tell anyone about it, but it does hurt me...

What should I do? What mistakes did I make?

Why am I crying on the first day of year?

Why do I just wanna come back to Nha Trang as soon as possible and leave everything here alone?

I can't talk abou this because none of people out there might understand my thoughts, my feelings or they just don't have much time for me like I do for them.

Well... that's it!

If only I could disappear for a while and loose all my memories right away. I'm sick of being an overwhelmingly emotional and sensitive girl...

Okay, I must sleep now and wake up with a big smile on my face pretentiously as usual :) Life is hard and I must be tough, too.

...

At least, I'm leaving off crying now. Gotta take a nap before the morning.

Nite :)