The reunion with mah friend Timmy was plentiful of rejuvenation, food delicacies and light-hearted conversation :) I found myself talking like a machine about my damn current school life and troubles as well as some delightful stories happening daily here.
He looks more mature and serious after one year in U.S while my attitudes always appear like the time I was in high school :)) Nothing seems to alter me at all.
As I asked Tim about Ph.D programs in U.S for getting more information for Willian is going to take the program next time for five years, I somehow miss him heaps and just desire to keep longing for his comeback. Both of us have our dream and goal to achieve with next five years and certainly take no time thinking of relationship or love.
Que sera, sera! If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were ;)
Thanks to Tim's words of encouragement, I believe that I must get through the fucking school a little more and then focus on Ielts to obtain a scholarship for the opening path shooting straight to Europe :')
I am determined to make something really meaningful, gain the goal of which I'm setting, become an independent and live worthy for the man someday I will marry...it would be more awesome if he is Willian. Otherwise, it is also up to my destiny - something out of my control.
Anyway, it's time to revise for my test tomorrow :) I've learned a huge of lessons these days from not only my brothers but also my peers whose thoughts and opinions are more mature and experienced than me regardless of our same ages.
This little childish girl should grow up someday...Yes, I'm attempting to complete myself little by little, day by day. So don't rush! I shall be mature soon :p When I'm ready, I will fall in love again and go for a relationship. The same time-limit: five more years!
Peace,
~ Hal
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