When you are happy, you will picture bright and good futures. Actually you suppose this world would run in this rosy circle forever and nearly forget the truth which you always keep in our mind "Nothing lasts forever".
It's like you are on a paper plane, folding our precious futures and dreams made by paper. Too many expectations lead to disappointed. Everything in this world is as fragile and light as papers; yet thanks to this, they probably help you to fly high and far.
What if you fall down?
When you carry our sorrows, you tend to look back to your past so that those sweet flashbacks captured vividly by our mind would flood you and turn the light on you once more time.
You reckon it would make you better for hiding yourself from the present for a while; however, the fact that it causes you remorse. Things just go from bad to worse.
Life doesn't always get easy and simple as the way you want, and it doesn't wait for you to waste our time on spending hours and days by your own to think of the future or the past.
Time flies and life continues. They don't care how bad or good we are, whether or not your pains have been recovered already.
You're incapable fix the past nor manager the future. The only thing you can do is coping with your present. Whatever you're doing today would be your future of yesterday and your past of tomorrow.
Why don't we live for today, for the very moment we are breathing, our hearts are beating and who knows which second is going to be our last.
The past and the future...both of them create yourself of today, so you have every right to remind or dream about them as significant parts of your life. Though it doesn't mean you must drown in them and forget who you are at the moment.
Everything happens for a reason. Life puts you down, only so you can get back up for the better things. Looking back or looking forward is fine, albeit within limit; otherwise, it is going to be sweet poison which kills your soul step by step.
It may hurt you today, but can not hurt you forever. Because today it hurts, but tomorrow it'd be nothing but just an ugly old scar that you ought to ignore and notice at other perfect pieces.
Remember, a tiny black spot won't ruin your whole pink paper :) Life is short, just live and enjoy it. Look, there are hundreds of thousands of different colorful puzzle pieces out there. Life is a journey so each of us have to seek and experience them as much and deeply as possible.
Don't stick your ass with things not in your palm hand like ones in the past or the future, eh?!
Honestly, I'm always very optimistic but sometimes absolutely negative as well. However, each time I fall down, I'm capable of standing alone again on my own and learning another lesson from it. Maybe I'm growing up with that; therefore I'm weird every now and then.
It's like I can cry easily and feel as if I nearly wish to disappear and never have to face anything, anyone again. Just after a few minutes later, I beam up again and turn back to my old leaf - an optimistic and childish girl.
Good or bad? I don't care. It's me and at least the fucking attitude saves me in bygone days. Deep down inside, I do thank God for this.
So complicated hak :))
Well, it'd better shut up and bounce rite away. Enough for today.
Bonne nuit,
Hal
PS: My English writing skill really sucks -.- I dunno how to improve it, it's probably bcoz I'm not good at explaining anything so that's the reason *sigh*
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