It hurts

My heart is ache so badly that I think there is no more pain in the world I'm unable to overcome. 

Why does it hurt me from time to time like this?

Why so cruel? Why?

Am I such a fool after all?

Why do I have to suffer many many pains like this?  No matter how much strong I've been attempting to pretend before others, but I'm still just a girl...very weak and very sensitive.

Gosh! Please heal my heart...please take this bane away from me as far as possible. I hate these tears which only make me look more miserable and weaker than ever.

Felt totally blank now after drowning in my tears for a moment ago in my bed.

I'm deadpan :) God, I guess after now, my heart would turn to stone!!! Nobody else has the right to hurt me again because the old me inside me has been dead.

If I could die, maybe it would be easier to me than being killed a little by little each day like this...

Turned off my cell phone

Leave me alone

Let me give my heart a break.

All of that makes me stronger. It made me who I am today and I think I will turn out OK soon. I swear tomorrow is another day again! Someday I will look back today and give it a smile.

Idiot!!!! :) aren't I?!

Pick up the broken pieces of my heart and put me back together. Alas, I need a glue!!!! 

It hurts. That's true.

Peace,

- Hal