vendredi, décembre 07, 2012

Hopefully


18 days until Xmas

Coolahh I can't believe it xD Today was completely beautiful and bright....I swear I could see "La vie en rouge" 

Met a nice Canadian girl named Lucy. She was kinda in harmony with me :') Guess it! It was awesome as I heard that she watched "Pretty Little Liars" and "Vampire Diaries" series just like me =))) my thoughts are so cheap, rite? 

Due to the fact that my friends here in Vietnam only love watching Korean movies and blah blah and they don't care US TV shows like me. Then of course we don't have the same subject abt movies and I must keep my opinion all along *sigh*

My bff is flying back to Vietnam tomorrow and surely he'll be here with me soon aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I can't wait until I throw myself on him, scream out loud "I HATE U" and fill him with a heavy rain of my speechless because I'm talkative as usual ='p

Cherry was very lovelyyyyyyyyy :') I love her so muchhhhhhh although she's crazy sometimes (actually all the time) :*:*:* xD xD Honey, you're one of the most important ppl in my life now =)))) You must be proud of it hahaha just kidding, babe~ Should I gotta thank this blog for bring you back?!!!!

And the last one, my ex bf (?) will come back to Vietnam and stay here for a year. I don't know if I'm happy, yet I've been awaiting him for nearly four years and now when I almost can reach and touch him for real....we're ex?

Actually I don't believe in fate but this case I do. This thing I'd rather keep it for myself than announce anybody else because my friends and even his sister would blame me blah blah that I'm stupid or why my endurance is so high like this or why I still talk to him or he doesn't deserve to get me or if my patience is enough....several questions I bet it.

My feeling now? I have no idea. It's simple happy :') I was under the impression that my effort would be paid back. Promise that I won't regret what I did. 

To love and to wait for him during those tiring years in tears ain't easy but I never say sorry for that. 

Because I do treasure the moments when we were in relationship, appreciate what he taught and was with me when I was in need, love him for I always feel the warmth of his heart no matter how cold his mask show me :')

I'd like to offer him all of the presents that I bought and made him on special days in four bygone years and say to him that I love him and never regret what I've done.

People may reckon that I'm blind or crazy in love, this is me tho. Once I fall in love with someone or something or set someone as one of the most important ppl in my life, it will NEVER be changed. 

Probably I add more things or more people to my list *lol* but my love for my old ones is still the same and endless. No less no more.

I won't stop updating my favorites  coz I'm a modern girl HAHA but it doesn't mean "New one in, old one out".

Nice weekend,

- Hal

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