To my little girl :)

8 jours avant Noel

4 days until doomsday

Dear you,

You're probably getting mad at me for not giving you my answers this morning at the test time. To be honest, I'm not here to make excuse for my attitude because even if I'm writing down my thoughts in Vietnamese here, you would never read.

Firstly, I was not sure about my answers either then I didn't dare to share you. Moreover, we both would get zero if we took the same mistakes. Please don't think that I felt no guilt when you handed in a blank paper or in case you need someone to blame, pick me. As long as it's ok for you, I'm Ok with that.

Secondly, I'm keeping a distance from you these days not because I hate you or ditch you. Whatever. Actually I truly wish you to realize that I wouldn't be able to be available 24/7 in order to help you, you need to stand on your two own feet and move on. That's what. 

As a matter of fact I'm willing to help you and let you depend only on me even next years. But do you know what, it's just your poison and it would be killing you little by little. 

What if I'm not here for you anymore? What if no one else really wants to help you as the way I did? What if everything doesn't run well? Have you ever wondered who you are and what you are trying to survive for? 

How can I help those who don't help themselves? While I struggle to make you better, put all my business aside to change your mind, never stop fighting for you....You simply say to me "Whatever will be will be. I don't care." =] 

So what about my effort? What about me? Have you ever thought of people who always worry and care for you?

Due to the fact that you will fall down at once if I let you be so I'm trying to pull you back. However, everything has its limit and I guess I can make it work no longer. 

Let it be. And "whatever" as you always say.

Up to now, my kindness won't be wasted :) Anytime you need me, I'll be right there for you....but if you needn't, I won't be around to disturb you by advice or force. My responsibility has ended.

Anyway, you are still my friend and I love you, little girl! Even though you may understand amiss of me now. 

Complete yourself and CHANGE your mind! As long as you are better, I don't mind if you hate me or something. 

Sorry for not being good and patient enough to deal with you. 

I'm a bad friend, arent' I?

You don't invite my confidence of helping someone who doesn't want to be helped ='p I'm not a saint whose only business is saving and loving mankind.

Again, yes I'm a BAD GIRL :D

Love ya,

Hal