Suicide

14 days until Xmas

There was a man at mom's office jumping down from the 5th floor to commit suicide (?). 

This is the second big case happening there because I still remember another one several years ago, a burglar broke in and stole whole cash stored in a strong box. 

Police caught the burglar after a few weeks and that case is still stuck in my mind although I was still very young in age at that time.

This time is dreadfully terrible to everybody at the office because they are afraid of seeing a ghost in case they want to work late in the evening. 

Even my mom only dares to work until 5 p.m and gets back home asap for she's scared ghosts too. 

She supposes the man was so stupid that he didn't treasure his life while there are a ton of people out there in hospital counting down each day to remain their lives.

Actually nothing is so black and white. 

People do everything for reasons so we can't stand aside and judge others. Besides, police hasn't figured out any idea of reason about this suicide yet. Hence, I don't have the right to gossip about this case.

Aniweiiii, I'm just acutely aware of the fragile boundary between life and death.

I feel something....inside. 

I don't know

But I'm scared.