A dancing heart

4 jours avant Noel

What a beautiful day! The sun still shines and the sky above is still blue x) And today was not doomsday but the very first day of a new Mayan epoch - a brighter one I guess ^^~

My heart is dancing cheerfully for his sake. Well, I'm probably kind of idiot because no matter how many times people make me come to tears or feel painfully, as long as they make sincere apologies :') it's all right and I will forget them all. 

Moreover, I can't deny my eternal flame of love for him at the bottom of my heart...

Actually I have no idea if I would make more mistakes, but I'm trying to live this life with no regrets. Although he may be not the very person before leaving Vietnam, I do hope still there are some old good parts in him because I don't want him to hurt me once more time. 

See, he's still a good person after all ='D 

he is...the only one who is always available when I'm in need, the only one who never supports or gives me too many advice when I'm down for he knows how to make me laugh and forget them instead of getting into my sorrows more deeply, the only one dares to hurt me like hell several times but I still forgive, the only one who makes me happy and I swear I feel like the whole damn world out there is nothing to do with me anymore when I'm with him =] and he is the one that I've been waiting for nearly four years lolz~ sounds great, eh?!

Anyway, we're gonna make it work ='3 and it means a world to me. Then I swear I don't give a damn about whatever has happened through those long and tiring years in tears and pains ='P 

Besides, a relationship between us ain't really necessary any more, as long as we both understand whom we are in each other's hearts. I guess I'm ok with this.

I'm perfectly happy now!

January...please be indefectible for me!

Love,

Hal