I dreamt of him again last night. Honestly I'm almost exhausted with this kind of story because it is impossible to bear if you wish to forget someone, but the vision of him and you still keeps haunting you in every dream.
I have no clues when this period would end up to leave me in peace. Since I witnessed he came to find me and attempted to pull me back all the way in dreams, my uncontrollable tears were broken immediately as soon as I woke up in the middle of the night and figured out it had been just a dream. How stupid of me! This case has been occurring a lot of times since a couple months ago, though I fail to adjust my emotions just for once.
Agrhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
It's not just a dream. To me, it is such a nightmare that I'd love to experience no longer. I don't hate him but the deep stupid love that I have for him. It's me who chose to walk out of his life, so it is unreasonable to say sorry now.
We were not compatible and not meant to be, eh?!
I gotta forget him.
Gotta forget him.
Sooner or later, it will be alright.
Hopefully...
Please, don't let him involve in my life once more time!
Peace,
Hal
Actually I don't think so. Time can't heal any wound. Perhaps you feel painful no more but wounds are still there as scars. Sometimes they get ache again to remind you what you've been through. Yeah, they have never gone in fact. By the way, thanks a lot :D I will be fine soon!
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