There are people passing through your life. The ones that hurt you, attacked and tore you down, betrayed you, made up disgusting fake stories to gossip about you, stabbed back you out of nowhere and made you sunk in the depth of their impeccable lies...
And now, they are leading a fancy and perfect life that you either crave for or struggle very hard to achieve.The rage monster inside you is squalling in jealousy that why do frauds always meet luck and build faith on others more easily than sincere ones? Is it true that we'd rather take sweet than bitter things even though we always choose to know the real core behind them? Yup, we are just human-beings and we are just contradictory to ourselves.
You make a great effort to be a good person, but nobody appears to trust you, accept you. What you say is not what people want to hear. Sometimes, they confide in you that they truly need someone to tell them the truth about themselves. But trust me, they would blame you for judging them instead of appreciating your words.
Consequently, you shouldn't be here and keep wondering such an absurd question like that. Since you put your life on a scale to compare with someone's, you are certainly the loser right from the beginning. The truth is that the worst things of your life would never be similar to the best things of theirs. Sadly, this is definitely the way you contrast yours with theirs lolz~
After that, your emotions fall back to the darkest hours with complicated thoughts, unanswered questions which just makes you look more miserable and worse than them for real. Who made you less fortunate than them? Not them, it's you and only you are the person to decide how to live.
Yours and theirs.
You can't see if winter or summer is better, right?
Imagine that your life is getting through the coldest and loneliness time on the Earth like in the winter. However, there are bliss and wonderful bright things that it's impossible to find in Summer. The chill in the air causes people to get closer and closer than ever, warming each other up by love and sincere hearts. No lies, no breakdowns. Few people...but they truly come to you because they truly love and need you.
And summer? who knows someday those lies would get burnt as hot as the flame of hell =)) sorry, it's just uncontrollable.
It turns out winter nicer than summer, eh?! Just kidding! I don't mean to curse anybody here, yet I believe that lies won't last and we can't wear the mask all the time. Once it gets broken, you can't tell what disaster would come for sure.
I am not so full of myself for being honest constantly, though I won't use lies as a weapon to hurt people around me. At least, this is the good point of me :) Hence, take pride in being the coldest season in year that very few people dare to come and get through with you. But once they are willing to be here for you, they will never leave you no matter what. And try to freeze the summer by your powerful truth.
You can do it, right?
Sometimes the best revenge you can get on your enemies is to be happy regardless of what they've said or done to you.
Smile :D
With love,
Hal
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