It's such a lightning news as I heard my buddy had passed away already... At first I was shocked and felt so numb because I didn't know how to feel or what to think in my head at that moment. Honestly, it was too hard to believe it was true.
At the moment, I'm sobbing my heart out and feeling so ache anyhow. He was a very nice guy, treating people around him so fucking well, never detesting anyone. In other word, he seemed hardly pissed off for once.
Why?
Why do my beloved people always have to leave me in this way?
I miss people that I really love. I miss the way they left the Earth so suddenly so ruthlessly like this.
I don't know what I should do now...Just see it hurting me inside. Not much but a little by little each time I visulize that I would never ever be able to see his face again next time, talking to him and asking him to finish my undone things because I'm lazy :)
He was a good person. And good person must have been called back to Heaven sooner than anyone else. I trust this.
I decided to cut all the way to connect to people temporarily in order to ease my mind and relieve the heavy stone in my heart now.
Such a long time...
...since I lost someone forever!
Rest in peace, my dear friend.
Peace,
Hal
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