Dear my little heart...

Dear my little heart!

Please don't cry...

Please don't get ache...

Please don't torture me...

Please don't destroy me...

Why do each time I begin to love someone, I always have to suffer such a huge agony like this?

What did I do? I never cheat in love, never mean to hurt the person I love, never do something bad to him; though love has to come to an end.

The first love left me to take off to England.

The second love left me to fly to heaven.

And this love has hurt me for years, haunting me day by day...but I hardly get him off my mind. He is the one whom I'm craving to spend the rest of my life with, though it's also over.

My biggest wish at the moment is that I don't have to love deeply truly and madly anyone else because it is tiring and frustrating enough for me to drag myself down to the bottom of hell because of love.

Love. If there is really someone out there for me, he won't be able to hold my hand till the end of my life. :)

I stopped crying.

I stopped hoping.

and I stopped loving people.

Carrot, Egg or Coffee Bean? Maybe I'm turning into Egg :p Get solid and be strong!

My little heart, be nice and rest in peace ^^~ I won't let anyone else leave on you such deep scars like these, promise...

I love myself...

only myself from now on!