mercredi, octobre 10, 2012
How many...?
How many people are there still thinking of me...
when they are leading a wonderful life?
when they are happy with their boyfriend/girlfriend?
when they don't have problems?
when they don't need someone to whine and complain?
when they don't need helps?
when they don't need advice or opinions?
when they find out themselves not being lonely and lost?
...
Sometimes I really don't know where is the point to define the word "friendship". Is is right that friendship just comes when love has gone?
I don't have many friends, just a few...but enough to be available right off for me when I'm in need. You know, once I call them friends, I do love and care whatever they say. But I can't call them now because I have no clue what time is it in their countries and whether I'm bothering them.
Then it'd better here alone and try to recover myself by music. My friends are out of the country while those people are here...I never trust them, never wanna pour my heart on them since I've realized that they ain't sort of friends :)
Call me when they need me as if I were a saint to save others' lives. The truth is that everyone is so busy thinking about themselves that they have no time to think about others.
I'm pretty weary indeed.
Yup, I'm missing my crew...my amazing friends that God granted me in this life. Although we are not in the same country anymore, to do the same crazy and weird things, to eat our favorite food, to drink whatever we want (even wine or beer); the different countries along with different distances and time zones doesn't matter to us, right?
I miss you guys, in every second I'm alone like this. Five of us would be like five edges of a friendship star. Despite of them, I can count the number of friends I'd have in the end, it's four of you :)
Best friends are like stars, I don't always see them but I know they are always there above the night sky because they know that I'm quite alone and sensitive at night et un ami, c'est quelqu'un qui vous connait bien et qui vous aime quand même.
Take a deep breath, Hallie and attempt to get through it...your friends are still there!
What should I do to get along with those people surround me here called "friends" when they don't even consider me as a friend?
Feel so out of it! Is it good for me to dig myself like a mole underground and build a solid cover around me to be safe and peaceful? I'm not kinda cleaner to sweep away their mess, please...
God, could you save my soul now? Because I'm in the middle of nowhere, I really dunno what should I do to move on, which is the right path to choose next...
Bless me,
- Hal
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People come then people go, as long as we are still here, standing and fighting for each other, it's great enough. Idiot, why didn't you text us? since when you felt hesitative to talk with us?
RépondreSupprimerAm I still your bff, Hal? I'm wondering :-w We've got our lives, it's truth but we need friendship for our souls as well. Stop your absurd thoughts that you're bothering us and don't bear everything on your own anymore, ok?
We love you, always do and you're right,our friendship star is forever shinning no matter what. Fighting Hal!
you're always the best one who reads me like a book :') that's why I called you best friend forever >:D< >:D< no need to talk more, rite? you know how much I love and treasure the moments when I'm with you :*:*:* thanks guys for everything :D I dunno why each time we speak English, we often treat each so sentimentally but when we jump back to Vietnamese =] we can't stop fighting and teasing each other :-j that's what best friends should be?! I guess so :P
SupprimerWats wrong with u? :-s im coming back to VN in Nov for a week, don't worry coz we r gonna b together again ): on Sat well talk more abt ur problems. Remember we love u 2, Hallie *hug n kiss*
RépondreSupprimerUh uh, Sat nhe' >:D< >:D< thanks Joyce :D cant wait to see you!!!!
SupprimerA friend is someone to whom you can think outloud. Cho nên bớt nghĩ ngợi khùng điên đi >:D< con Choi sì nó sắp về gòi kìa, lo đi đú đỡn với nó đi chứ đừng buồn gì nữa hết. Có j thì cứ hú tụi tao, we are here for you muazh muazh
RépondreSupprimerPS: SAO TOÀN FRENCH ZỊ? TAO KO HIỂU CMT KIỂU GÌ =; 2 đứa kia làm sao cmt hay zị????
=] roi` roi` de chung tao chi cho, sao hong hoi thang Jun ih' :)) no' tu dua mu` tieng Phap ma choi vs tao xong no biet tieng Phap luon, con tao tu dua mu` tieng Y choi voi no xong tieng Y cung biet luon =] 2 dua tao ma :-j may nen hoc hoi 2 dua tao Shay em a` hahahaha
Supprimerbcoz there of us are brilliant and you are *thumb up* =))) we suck you out, Shay. You look "SAY" like your name? lol
RépondreSupprimerHal hâm, lại đây ôm miếng >:D< >:D< >:D< mày vẫn thích ôm mà, đúng hem? tao về thì tao sẽ ngồi cả ngày cho mày ôm :))
>:D< >:D< >:D< uh ve day di roi cho t om, t nho tui m quan` quai :( co ma` ts m, *thumb down* chu sao lai *thumb up* =] m khoai choc honey cua t qua nha :-w m ma` lam con be co menh he nao, I'll kill you /:)
Supprimertake care mm :) be strong because everyone loves you and care for you :)
RépondreSupprimermaybe a car will come to your middle-of-nowhere and take you somewhere, and that somewhere is going to be amazing for you :)
take care of yourself :)
love you <3
love you, too <3 thanks for always being available for me each time my world seems to be upside down completely :* I appreciate it very much, dear!
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