what the hell is it?
how could you make up some words that I had not talked? you wanted to be frank with her, yet you were afraid that she would probably get mad at you. then you blamed on me; because you thought she loved me enough to forgive everything.
it was funny! as long as she loved me, then i didn't need any respect before her? don't make this way grow so funny.i was mad at you for all your lies that you'd made; because i was dumbfounded as she suddenly called me to tell off angrily while i didn't understand what was going on.
what am i supposed to feel?
well, you must have been better after all and the damn result is being passed the buck to innocent me. good job, dear! merde, felt so pissed off and wanted to break something right away. but i've just took a big gulp of cold water, maybe i'll be calm down soon.
i'm a great hand at control my temper asap because the more you get mad at something or someone, the more miserable you would become. okay, i ignored and let it go.
feel like i was born to be such others' cannon fodder, right? =] i have no idea what people really want more from me, this society is growing higgledy-piggledy day by day and i'm the ideal victim to incur everything.
sounds great hak, sorry i don't wanna be a superman anymore. here i am, just a little girl with a very small heart in need of being protected. hello, do you believe someday i will bite back your ass if you all keep testing my patience longer? i don't like violence but it doesn't mean i'm too stupid to know how to act in self-defence.
as a matter of fact, i never hate someone over 24 hours because had i held those old grudges in my mind from time to time, i would have been committed to an insane asylum soon *laugh out loud*
peace,
- Hal
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