11th day of Halloween: THE DEATH BELL
Ding dong!!!
My teenage has gone already, a chapter closed forever. I'm gonna write the first pages of this new chapter by dreams, hopes, love and smiles.
Looking back to the long period of time during my teenage, I suppose it would be long and much enough to write a book about my story.
Actually I don't wanna get many dramas in my life like movies or novels, in fact I simply wish to lead a serene and happy life until I die. Yet it's opposite.
Pains, tears, sorrows, grieves, broken pieces,...sleep peacefully and permanently! Don't follow me anymore in this chapter, eh?
Because this is the huge turning of my life with many big events: graduation, business, marriage and my own family :) I'm not a child anymore but a lady at the moment.
My wants are simple: a perfect profile for my future job, a life in Switzerland as my wish would happen soon, a guy whom I love and he loves me too and happiness.
Wish me luck...I'm in the prime of life and this is the most important epoch in my life, I guess so. Hence, I'm at the point of making new memories that will make me speechless, enjoying and living with no regrets and but still being true to myself.
Twenty. The smiles on my lips are still bright and beautiful. They did/do/and will become the strongest power in me.
Twenty. I'm growing up and mature but promise that I shall keep a young soul inly. The forward will last long and tough with many many storms. I must be strong, take next steps firmly and fight, live for my parents' core belief and for me-myself-and-I...this Hallie as well.
And I need to see myself in the middle of treadmill of life...Because life is short, just live it!
Yay I have to do my utmost at any rate...
And yes, today I'm officially coming in tweenage ='p
Joyeux anniversaire à moi-même!
Thanks good friends, my crew, brothers and my parents for making my day full and happy:) You all let me know that I at least exist in someone's heart which causes me to feel warm wholeheartedly.
The best way to realize who are true friends among plenty of friends is hiding myself for a while and see through everyone's mind. To be honest, I got less wishing messages than years ago due to the fact that I'd vanished...
But my true friends were still there for me as their promises, they didn't forget to call and send me messages, make amazing mental gift for me and it meant a world to me. It comes home to my bosom and I do cherish them *big hug and kiss*
And to some "friends"...I don't blame you guys for not think of me today because my birthday isn't available on your fb anymore. Frankly I don't wanna be a center only on my b-day and be invisible to your life on other days.
True friends, close brothers and a real family...I've realized whom they all really are after today *bisous* And I know when they say to me that they love me, they DO mean it on their minds :)
I love you all, guys!!!! HALLIELUJAHHHHHHHHH.
xoxo
- Hal

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