It's been a while since I had a hiatus for gathering all of my energy and efforts to learn Japanese from dawn to dusk. English is no longer the top priority on which I am concentrating. No more English books. No more writing. No more speaking. No more vocabulary. Almost every hour in a day, I either dedicated to learn Japanese or listened to Japanese songs in an industrious way that amazed my parents for I seemed to leave the outdoor activities and even some common dialogues with family members.
No sooner had I got back home, I headed straight to my bedroom and only studied until around 2 or 3 am. The sign of severe lack of slumbers was obviously revealed on my puffy and pana-like eyes, also led to the damn tense in my mind around previous days. Well, a sincere apology to myself.
Nevertheless, as soon as the thoughts of decline in my English came upon me due to the fact that if your language does not make any further progress, it retards. Well, no matter how much I show the strongest enthusiasm and favour towards any language else rather than English, it is also just the secondary decision because English is to me constantly the best one which I'm intending to have it as my mother tongue. From this reason, I'm aware of the vital thing, all out of sudden, that I would love to get back to the language meaning the most to me - English.
It means I keep learning Japanese and France as if I am supposed to do but without pouring too much time on them like I did. More importantly, I must focus on English, practising Ielts test and get ready to turn the language into an indispensable part of my entire life as my heart continuously yearns for. No matter how many languages I shall try out, English is always my priority. It changes my life, my subconscious self, my behaviours and the whole perceptions of the world around me thanks to the infinite knowledge that I grasp from self-help books, TV series and even the great fortune of marvelous encounters with foreigners giving me deeply reasonable opinions and beneficial lessons to learn from.
From this time on, I'd rather learn other languages enough to fend for myself in some certain cases. They are my weapons but not the whole of me. Japanese and French, even though, are beautiful ones that I do have a deep love for them as well, I'm not a super man being good at three languages simultaneously except for the Lucky Lady smiling at me as my wish for a Western life comes true.
My goal is ready! Just do it :')
Good luck,
xoxo
Hal
PS: Happy Mother's day! I did my mom an amazing thing to express my love for her. Yeah, just did something not bought something. My mom is really practical and unlikely happy to see her daughter waste money for her gifts. Oh c'mon, mom =.=
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