The French wall newspaper was requested to accomplish by every member of my class and the fact is that none of them pay much attention to what is going on so far, rather than very few of students included me at least worrying about either the fucking wall newspaper or the upcoming French event.
Merde, I must admit that this is the essential time to study such an extent that we almost have a little time taking care of the whole damn bullshits, we all are too bound up though. At least, what I expect here is the spirit of responsibility because I'm incapable of becoming a supergirl again without any help from others.
Okay, I'm not here to rant or talk about something bothering me for days. Things are getting indeed stuck and complicated. Not only study stuffs but also the relationship between Will and me are flooding out of me, breaking me down and driving me crazy for I have no idea how to deal with them at the same time since I merely have one head to think, figure things out and find the best way to deal. That's why I'm both weary and stressful lolz~
Sometimes I admire myself heaps for some great ideas that I by chance come up with and of course the whole theme and even most of the contents of the wall newspaper produced by me. Yeah whatever! I'd like to live to the fullest within the last campus days regardless of my huge hatred for the university so much that I have never recognised me being a part of the school.
By the way, he did declare that he had regretted for his comeback this time which intensively pushed me deep down into the sea of sorrows since it was indeed painful to hear thus. However, it didn't cut through me that much due to the fact that I have got so many things left to ponder out of the semi-stranger relationship. Gosh, I'm sick of struggling to understand what's going on in his mind :)) I'm not that strong to shut him out like the way he did just because I'm still loving him for now. Anything has its limit, though.
This time, promise myself, no more coercion :) It's up to him!
Brr... I gotta drawn the structures of the wall newspaper now, then add some details for each part and yeah, practise singing "Donna Donna" in French for my solo performance. Whomever the hell all of you think I am? Seriously? Next week, French test, English test and Japanese =))) Killing me softly with the poo. Merde! Muốn giết người lắm í!
This is officially the test schedule next week:
Sunday: The French wall newspaper + Donna Donna performance (solo)
Monday: Japanese test
Wednesday: English test, Japanese test
Thursday: French test
Friday: English test
Chắc zui =))))
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