Due to the fact that I am feeling totally drained after stressful days learning Japanese and French with the highest frequency in my possibility, my brain is almost going to explode and all I'd love to do right now is fling myself in the cosy bed, treating myself a very night asleep.
Honestly, I was afraid of not getting sufficient time to learn them and becoming fluently if one year passes by which is my ultimate motive for striving this much. Besides, the more I learn Japanese, the more I comprehend the way of life and even the personalities of people in the country. I love it xD
Ah although I couldn't possibly afford a little time to either blog or talk with my friends, I didn't leave my beloved people alone when they needed me the most. Hmm...love stories again. Tears. Pains. Suffering. Break-ups. As a witness to the dramas of love story, it gives me a chance to see me through the images of these broken-heart friends, recognizing how I used to be as falling into the same situation and getting awfully desperate, looking like an entire idiot. At least, thanks to the dark period of time, I'm nowadays aware of exactly how to react in this case, and also ready to put myself into their shoes in order to have them understand where the right direction to follow regardless of their inner feelings yearning at them and leading them to the opposite way.
Today, a Germany guy proposed a marriage to me and would like to take me to his country if he got my approval. We have not have an official date yet. I don't love him, either. I must admit that I'm interested in various typically traits of Westerners, though it is impossible to me when coming to relationship issues once sex is such an indispensable demand. Well, it's a sensitive matter into which I ought not to dig more here. Yet, I'm kind of traditional Asian girl who would be willing to make love with one and only one man in my entire life that is my husband.
Okay, I refused him and got a "ruthless" attitude that he turned his back away right after leaving me his final words "Okay, fine. Bye" lolz~ What a Western guy! Very straightforwards and clear-cut :| Brr...I'm eager to settle down in Western someday, but not by this crazy way. Clear?!
Time to hit the hay and get ready to wake up early in the morning and lear Japanese again!
Nite,
Hal
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