Love and liars

Is his love for me that shallow? :)) He said that he would be waiting for me and patient with me no matter how many times I refused to love him back. His promise to love me whatever was just a thin line of sweet words that any man in the world has done to me :3

It was not out of my prediction lol He is just one of them - those men who are interested in chasing, conquering the heart of a girl and flirting with a mass of airy promises and pretentiousness. Once he failed to get her approval, he became aggressive and blame on her for narcissism :') 

Whatever! It doesn't matter to me at all...

I just wonder whether or not there is such mr.Right for me out there rather than those kinds of men surrounding me. At first they comes with a burning heart with passion of love like a flame, gets determined to conquer my heart and tries to prove their truly-deeply-and-madly love for me as if they are willing to sacrifice their lives for my sake. Promises following serious vows. Then they withdraw their efforts, turn their backs on me and even despite me as soon as they find no signal of approval from me :') 

Is this something they call "love"? Is this the kind of "unrequited love" they often remind me? Is this how they are attempting to prove me wrong since I don't believe in "true love"? 

They are not patient enough with me...

They don't love me enough to remain their position and figure out who I really am...

All they need is just an instant relationship, don't they? An easy-come-easy-go relationship seems common and so freaking simple to make them get out of the state of loneliness. Some short conversations, a few times of dates with me are likely sufficient for them to ensure their love :)) 

They don't know me at all. They don't understand the least of me, either! How come they say the word that easily? 

Ha ha~

I'm such an unattainable goal for men which makes me more attractive, mysterious and worth their chasing. Love is that much shallow and easy :) Well, it is genuinely a big illusion for someone who trusts it. I personally have no faith in that kind of thing. Never!

Goodbye, another hunter :) Who's next?!