Long as they were, the passing seven years were presumably the certain excuse for a fully grow-up person to elaborate his alteration whether or not in a good way. Virtually every former friend since my secondary school and even high school has come to the points where mark their maturity by not only their perception but also adulthood stuff.
Today I had an appointment with a close secondary-school friend to whom I have not spoken in ages. For the moment she caught me, she immediately posed the same statement which I had heard at times back then from others. That how skinny I am. That how young I look after years as if my outward appearance has never changed in the least. That how childish I am. That I am still Hallie whom they once knew at secondary school. That they're glad for having me as the former little shool girl who has simplicity and possitive thoughts.
Me in silence for concentration on her continuously monologue regarding her friends, ex boyfriend and campus life was my condition during the meeting, but I was pleased to listen to her stories rather than start our conversation by my lamentation. She told me that she was under the impression that we were as close as how we'd be on days back to our secondary school, becoming naive pupils whose daily dialogues were primarily about friends around us, study stuff or simply the content of a book or of a movie that we had watched on the TV previous night. To me, it was cute and plain things that I'm conscious of how difficult to rewind the tape of those memorable moments due to the fact that most of my friends nowadays have been reformed into pragmatism and more complicated conception of life.
The same goes to me. I personally also found myself living in the gone days of childhood while talking to her. Perhaps it was because we shared the same points of view and basically were closest friends, we must have been compatible in some ways. No monetary subjects. No complex relationships. No jobs. We merely retold about best friends, exchanged light-hearted memories occurring in our lives during those years and even discussed Zodiac stuff lolz~ the subjects that all of other current friends has no more mentioned. To them, it makes no sense to talk about issues rather than career, finance, love affairs and how instable the society and surrounding relationships engaged in their lives. Well, but I may find some vital sense to discuss immature subjects with her since we're living to enjoy this life not to suffocate ourselves by stressful elements in order to upgrade our levels to the point that majority of people out there are pursuing. It's indeed frustrating!
Thanks to her, I'm aware of the fact not everybody has changed in a not-congenial-for me way. Honestly, she has too changed. More mature. More serious. More straightforward. But still being the classmate I once knew :) I love it! :x
*phew* what a long note! I'mma to write essay for Johnny right now ~ His deadline is coming on the way ha ha
Nice week-end everyone and btw, Happy Polar Bear Day!!!!
Another good new, I'm going to have the mud bath tmr afternoon with my friend since she's got a couple of V.I.P tickets so asked me to go with her =))) What a fortune! ha ha merci merci....
Off to write essay now :')
Bye
Hal
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