24/12 (Lunar Cal.)

I have been getting hooked on a Vietnamese drama named "Remorse" (Lời Sám Hối) whose background was circa the 16 or 17 century, when the woman condition was always disregarded and manipulated by the role of men, pushed down to the bottom of society and locked in a cage called "house". 

It has taken me such a very long time since I followed any kind of Vietnamese entertainment, though I must admit that the drama is so great and impressive that causes my recent addiction :') It's worth my time for its interesting pilot as well as valuable lessons within. Honestly, I love it :x

None of my close friends, even my brothers have got a chance to keep in touch with me lately for my entire disappearance on social medias lol

Fortunately bro.Kien texted me a message this morning with the desire to talk with me on time when I had just finished 43 episodes of the drama previous night. Thus, my mood was high for a little talk with him about his complex love story.

Well, Valentine is approaching. Most of people must have been longing for the occasion to bare their love towards lovers in much excitement while I'm feeling totally blank and rather floating...you know, it's hard to tell!

By the way, I'm quite occupied in assisting mom with tidying up my house, preparing ceremonial offerings such as preparing a grand farewell for three Deities on their journey to the Heavens yesterday. Though, I still handle to spare a little time for movies, French and English ='D

I'm considering whether I should either close this blog and commence another one with new identity or remain and make a change in this blog itself. There are a countless number of bitter and sweet memories included in this blog. From love stories, grieves, weakness, pains, scars, tears to happiness, laughter, pleasure, delight and uplifted mood :) All of them are my past which I partly want to conceal from those who I will encounter in the future because I'm ashamed of me being silly, stupid and weak despite of their existence only in the past.  The other half of me somehow pulls me back and has me remain the blog so far.

Okay, this blog is bound to continue under another shell. The former entries are saved in order to re-read someday as I get ready and confident to look back on what I have been through. It's all right!

Willian is no longer the name that I shall mention...

Love is also no longer the topic that I shall concern...

A relationship is also no longer what I'm looking for...

Because fairy tales are not real but big poisonous illusion killing me a little by little :)

Much love,

xoxo

Hal