Praise

To be perfectly honest, I'm not interested in compliments because they help me nothing but causing some tension in my duty.

My teacher and my classmates applauded me thunderously but I was numb and speechless. The fact that I was not that good for if we make a comparison of my works and my closest friends', you will see clearly how far my real level is in reality.

Actually I didn't feel happy or proud of myself. In another words, this compliment ain't satisfy me edequately as I can sense how bad I am :'(

Today a friend got mad at me because of ... her mistakes, I guess. It was all her faults so I needed to make it clear to my teacher, of course it affects her a bit but she didn't have any right to get me into troubles that I'd not been the maker.

I hate dealing with people who don't have any responsiblity for their tasks, always being late and causing problems involved others. Hence, I suppose I've done a right thing despite her hatred.

Kinda tired but I'm ok! My head's got less ache than yesterday, yet my body is growing dull and slightly painful. God, I'm grateful for all the high-risky situations that you've dragged me out magically.

Hallielujah~

Phew! Hopefully nothing wrong will meet me next days...