It's so scary as hearing the news this morning about a terrorism in Boston, where my ex bf is living and working *sigh* Someohow my heart gave a jolt and felt tight for I was kinda worried about him.
A horrible thought struck me, as horrible thoughts always do when I'm nervous. Frankly I'm afraid of seeing my beloved ppl hung by a thread like this even it's the person that I shouldn't have paid more attention.
Bless him and a bunch of my dearies in there ='(
Society is growing more and more complicated :)) On the other hand, I'm turning less and less complicated along with keeping the word "Whatever" all the time.
My personality changes like wind. A few minutes ago, I could roll in the deep of despair; then I would turn back to my-optimistic-self at once and laugh as if nothing had happened.
I don't understand myself and nobody does, either. But I'm desperately wondering whether being too much optimistic with everything is really good in fact.
Ok I'm just crazy a bit today :') And my teacher at school is really driving me crazy because of the fucking insane and useless homework.
Gosh, I wanna study seriously not cope up with crazy teachers at school. Dammit dammit!!!!
I'm done.
Hal
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