Faith :)

Dear diary,

Let bygones be bygones!

It's so stupid to dwell in the past and torture myself all the time. How can I enjoy this life as I don't trust anyone, I've lost my faith in everything just because of something dirty in the past?

The point is I'm greatly lacking my faith and confidence :)

Somehow I've figured out a precious lesson that I need to learn and change myself a little bit. Happiness is in the palm of my hand and it's also easy to vanish forever if I lose my faith.

The faith in myself

The faith in people

The faith in love

The faith in the bright future 

The faith in another day

The past...yup, it was the greatest fear and the biggest obsession that hold me back from anything ahead, easily break me down and surely restrain me from opening my heart to people.

All the whole damn world may be falling down. Even the last faith in my heart could be stolen =))) 

But who am I? Ain't I Hallie who'd to declare that even if tmr would be a doomday, today I gotta sing like a bird and live very happily? Ain't I Hallie who'd think white and clear all the freaking dirty and dark things in the world? Ain't I Hallie who'd to be optimistic in any circumstance and know how to shine again? Ain't I Hallie who used to be Hallicious and laugh out loud? Ain't I superwoman? :))

Yup, I'm Hallie so I must prove the world my value no matter what. 

What if I'm in the darkest hours now? What if my situation ain't as good as my friends? What if I don't belong to the upper class? What if I'm a liar? What if I've been suffering too many pains? What if the past is the worst period of time that I never wish to turn back?

It is certainly hard to face the past, but I can't hide or run away anymore. Beside, the value of a human in the present is the most important thing I wanna achieve; it's also what people really concern and expect from me, eh?

Phew...I'm talkative again ='p as usual.

Wherever I am. Just be a good one :) I believe...yes, I believe someday I will be happy because I do deserve to catch happiness in my hand.

Midsummer night's star ☆ 

Please assist me in shining in the night sky like a diamond despite my weak glow. Although I've not yet identified where my right path exactly is, the polar star would rise soon and whisper me about it.

I believe...

Above all, I have my faith in...

Fighting little smiling Hallie!!!! Let's the past rest in peace =))

Love,

xoxo

Hal --- On a sunny Sunday :x

PS: Quai', hom nay an j noi' nhieu` the' nhi? :)) sau nay` phai shoo shoo len cho doi` no ngot nhu sugar ='3