Adaptation

What I've been studying so far in this fucking crazy school like merde is completely wrong :) 

Although I'm learning how to accept and deal with it in a very hard way from time to time, sometimes I'm incapable of deluding myself into believing that I'll work without my passion and my dreams since childhood has gone up in puff of smoke.

I dunno when it'll pass and leave me alone to fulfill my real dream. Even if I must start over from zero, I would sooner take a risk than live the rest of my life with great regrets.

Still keeping smiles to conceal my dreadful grieves doesn't sound like me in the past. Yet people change, I'm not an exception.

The less you know the better!

You can't force a lion being caught to feel happy like a lion that was born and trained in zoo :)) One's got used to with freedom life and another only knows how to be like a toy from an early age in the cage.

I'm the first lion and I NEVER EVER accept it as a part of my life no matter how many longer it takes. 

However, I'm not here to blame on anyone because once I did on account of my beloved people, I'd eat humble pie without complaining. 

Anyway, I'm about to attempt to adapt this fucking dirty environment and become a bright and precious waterlily in mud lolz~ 

By the way, I'm not interested in being an entertainment animal in the cage. I was not born in that way :D Deal. Hallie is going to turn this ugly thing into a beautiful mess. Who am I? supergirl Hallie :))

Don't wait for the storm to pass, learn to dance in the rain.

First rule of Bill Gate: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Fighting babe :') Your time will definitely come...sooner or later. *rubbing my hair* Woot woot x)

Love,

Hal