♥ winter

29 days until Xmas

See?! My optimism doesn't disappoint me so I'm gonna keep this personality for myself evermore.

Tomorrow is really another day :') Everything is much much brighter than yesterday and I can see "La vie en rose" again.

I'm sorry for having negative thoughts, being so crazy yesterday, making my close friends worried abt me. Actually I'm not often upset easily like that, just some words unintentionally did drive me down.

But I'm straight now :) Maybe for the sake of the lovely weather outside xD I could sense a chill in the air this morning which announced me that winter was approaching to town for real.

I can't deny that I'm falling in love with winter, eps Christmases and getting in the middle of cold n hot for I'd like to feel half warm half cold, I dunno how to explain abt that kind of feeling...it's beyond my description.

Yet it's truly special.

For instance after you let yourself get cold n wet under a heavy rainfall, you come home and try to take the chill off...from cold to hot...like in the middle...yep, exactly that feeling would be great to me somehow.

You should take it for granted that when your heart's grown icy perfectly, someone comes into your life and melts your heart away a little by little. You deffo feel the very period differently...not like when you're ready or desiring love...then love just happens as your wish.

Just say, I don't think I'm lucky enough to get someone else to melt the winter inside me away *lol* Let me dream a bit...It's winter - the season of dreams :')

Anw, I'm dreaming of a white Christmas in Paris. A real white winter with snow...not rain *sigh*

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I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the one I used to know
Where the treetops glisten, and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow.

Love,

- Hal