No words could describe my feeling atm...but it's like I'm happy :) Seemingly I've said this word "happy" many times within this week, yet I really sense it wholeheartedly.
Because this is the first time he's added "subject" in sentences he makes...the first time he's told me his stories...The first time he's really cared my words.
Those things have got me ten feet off the ground...I feel like I'm flying.
And this is the first time i've recognized that what love has to work. Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with him, to tie his life in your hand to be sure that he's yours.
I don't wanna be an obstacle for him anymore, although my heart still beats wrongly even for this time. All I wish is that he is always happy and successful :) That's why I decided to let him go easily.
Yup, I still love him no matter what...just because it hurts badly when you are in love with someone too much then have to give up on him so fast. Though he should never know, I want everything to run well and naturally...no barrier anymore.
Did I tell you that he was a good guy? and he is... :D I believe in my 6th sense.
He's not for me now, but he's my future piece of life and I shall looking for him someday. If we are meant to be, that piece would perfectly fix my heart for sure. Otherwise, it's fate.
It's enough and I'm full. Vitamin K is working back lolz~
I don't expect him to do anything else for me because it's simply good to talk to him again...indeed.
Love,
- Hal
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