Today, I went to visit my cousin for her giving a birth a few days ago. Her little baby was so cute that it made me want to have one as well haha The baby's name had not given yet, thus my cousin asked me to suggest one :p My middle name is the baby's name finally lolz~
In my mind, I've already arranged everything for my future children such as their names, ways of growing, bedrooms, etc. I will write an entry about them later!
It sounds pretty unreasonable since I decided to stay single after understanding fully the definition of marriage life.
Well, I doubt if I would be able to fall so much in love with someone in the future. Korean dramas are still on the top of my list but I am convinced by neither their everlasting love stories nor romantic scene. It's because I'm far from being a daydreamer who believes in fairy tales and touching love stories no matter how further its perfect images of hallucination would pull me in.
Hopefully my mind would be reformed someday for some reasons for someone's sake - the one who is well worth my heart and love. Each time I hear a friend telling about her chemistry, a sense of infinite pity for myself comes over me which merely hurts me like hell. However, it does not mean I'm in want of something obvious like a relationship now because I'm still afraid of temporary things.
Anyway, I've started to write beside the point. Yup, it's always the main drawback of my writing :( What should I do now? :(((
Okay, whatever. Just take it for granted that here is my free writing =)) I gotta read some materials right now to write an assignment :( hic study is a super great journey...
PS: A nice girl in my French class gave me a compliment of my look-like-printed handwriting this afternoon. She made my day :x haha See, I told you my handwriting was born to write English and French :p
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