My apologies for what I've done seems too late to fix any mistake. I acknowledge the naturally immature demeanour is still dwelling inside me which causes lots of troubles not only for myself but also others :(
I am not going to either make an excuse for those intractable issues or blame on people at student service apartment because it was me who didn't have a clear-cut decision from the beginning .
I'm sorry!
The association with my slightly close class group, however, is beyond my capacity for saving the most wonderful moments in university days since I'm completely clueless about the way to get along with that person again. Just a little contradiction between me and one person of the group might contribute to the severe tension. I did not hope it would turn out so damn tiring and exhausting in a way, though it's happened to this day.
How uneasy it is for me to cooperate productively with the person as teammates in this condition. I feel stressed and depressed any time I happen to encounter him in the class. Don't blame on me for the sulks, I am not that much childish. As I pissed off at someone, it only takes me a few days to blow unpleasantness away. The matter is whether or not the person notices it and is willing to cool me off *sigh*
Whatever! It's none of my business!!!
What indeed raises my concern these days is if I should attend to Ms.Lan Anh's home party on the weekend with the group because the rest of them never offend me, conversely, they assisted me in fixing all the issues mentioned above with some sacrifice =.= I'm so so sorry!!!
What should I do? I don't know how to talk to him anymore!!!!
AGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder how further our class group would be able to remain this good thing :( In spite of the just-over-one-year lasting friendship, we have been sincerely cherishing and respecting one another. Thus I never want to loose it this soon.
I will do my utmost to save...but how?!
I'm tired. So tired that my mind has gone blank now. In actuality, I did not intend to write blog for not being reinforced my sense of the crack in class-group :) yet I'd better face the truth...there is something not nice and gleeful. No longer.
Bedtime now :p
Nite nite
xoxo
Hal
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